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Articles Posted September 2005 Page 3. Tuesday, 18th October, 2,005. General.
I am swamped with notes. Most of them illegible. This article is on this and that. Humans observe The Law of Man, not The Law of God. They are not too good at observing the laws of man,either. The bit they do, is mostly out of fear. Soon, we too shall be a lost civilization. Buried beneath lava, water, ice and mud. Then people will finally say that we did not exist!! There is a continent just over the northern hole. Just out of sight. Called Nordland. Where the blue eyed blondes originated. (Denmark and North Germany, Scandinavia,etc.) Lemuria was a good place. Partly(and preceding) contemperaneous with Atlantis. And Mu, off India. Right down south, off the tip. The Sufii and Parsei religions are good. Mystic. Good past civilizations were: Sumaria. Etrusca. Hyskos. Mayan,etc.civilizations. Tuscany? Where Etrusca was?? And Ancient Egypt. And Hellenistic Greece. We need to repair The Great Pyramids and Stonehenge,etc. Renew The Leys, including the ones created by vibration tuning hammering. Gnostics,etc.were good. This current civilization is all wrong. Caucasians, best. From Within Venus came three great waves of humans. 1. American Red Indians.(I mean the CONTINENT, not that bit called The United States.) 2. The people of Northern India.(Not The Dravidians of The South!) 3. The Europeans. The whites. The Caucasians. Too bad about Bushie. Even worse is the fact that any replacement alternative is worse!! All the wrong things are being retained and elevated. Ancient Rome, for example. And even The Greeks. The Russians are a bad lot. You keep those you should destroy. And destroy those you should keep!! The Political East, and Islam, now are dominant, and soon will rule the world. The West has been in decline since you would not let Reagan back. Around 1983. The Bushes, Carter and Clinton have been your undoing. China will be the new super power. Backed by Russia. They will use North Korea as pathfinder!! Aided by Iran!!!! What do you EXPECT them to do?? Adulate us??!! U.S. Strongest nation on Earth, but AFRAID to use its power!! Far too interested in LOW INDULGENCE. With the rest of the world following. Every nation has its day. Notice how the flow has gone from East to West. Beginning with China, and now almost back there!! Britain was eclipsed in 1943 by U.S. after needless spilling its guts out in two world wars,etc. And now U.S. is doing the same in The Middle East!! About 2,000 U.S. soldier boys now dead!! And thousands of Iraqui's. Many children. Democracy? Democracy is largely Anarchy,now!! Who The Hell are we to force FREEDOM(so called!!) on people?? Especially those who NEED totalitarian rule!!!! The Arabs once were a great civilization. They became dogs. Iraq was Mesopotamia, cradle of our main civilization. With Persia on the right. Soon to be a great power!! German, so militaristic and ruthless, vicious and thorough, will rise to rule Europe. Britain is a very sick joke. Too much Blairism!!(He is getting out while the going is good!!) Notice how the powers that be DON'T TELL YOU THESE THINGS. But play things right down, or ignore them!! They prefer you DON'T get warned of the horrors to come. While they stuff their guts,etc!! Equalize the wealth!! I told you how in my Ratings' articles!! How you all hate discipline! Even self discipline!! Australia could be great, and lead the world. It has enough land and resources!! It needs to import people. Take in the refugees of the world, Australia. Do what U.S. did when it still had any decency!! Put them in tents temporarily. Advance the soil! Give every man his own plot!! Britain let Australia and New Zealand down. (Australasia. WHICH IS NOT ASIA!!!! Keating,etc. sold us out!!) Britain is a dump. Mostly of a league of nations!! Much sickness, overcrowding and traffic. Plus miserable weather. You could have come out in droves and settled in Australia, New Zealand - and even Canada,etc. But you are stick in the muds!! Stuck on the local pub and beer and tea and unions too much!!!! Trapped by The Herd instinct!! Preferring to wallow in moaning and whining with others, instead of striking out on your(individual) own in far better countries with great opportunities!!!! So Australia and New Zealand now sink!! John Howard has done well!! He has salvaged Australia. Especially from the collosal debt and mess left by 13 years of Labour.(I don't know why they call it Labour. Lounging and spraying and wiping it up against walls is more their interest!!) Unions? Bully-boys!! THUGS. How DARE you rule others!! Forced trade unionism be damned. We should not have forced ANYTHING!! No, not even education!! It is bunk,anyway!!!! But soon we will be bowing to our new masters. (Those of us who survive The Conquest!!)Muslims and Chinks!! Arabs and Russians. Then complaining of our lot. The lot we THREW AWAY with BOTH arms!! You are far too caught up in petty squables, instead of all pitching in to build a great land!! And now you consider selling uranium to The RED Chinese!! What was wrong with using it yourself?! To Hell with The Environmentalists,etc. And those who now feed humans to sharks and crocodiles. Not to mention lions and tigers,etc. elsewhere. You are mad. IDIOTS!! Haven't got a clue. Yet so quick to judge and denounce others!! Afraid to lay down good laws. Don't mind imposing stupid petty laws though!! The law is indeed AN ASS!!!! Stop going by the BOOK!! And worship GOD!!!! What a world!! In The West they let it all hang out, and low indulge like mad. In The East they slave for pittances.(Or they used to!! Coming up fast,now!!) But soon Westerners will be their slaves and skivvies!!!! Why did this happen? Because our rulers were afraid to bite the bullet!! Fearing to lose their cosy postions! Which they probably would have done!! Japan is good, but expensive. They still eye ruling Asia!! But China is going for that position!!!! India will join the Russia - China alliance. Led by North Korea and Iran!! While The West lets them! Fearing to use its nuclear arsenal. In case Russia retaliates in kind!! Such wisdom!! AND WE (The old Allies) LET Russia occupy Berlin,etc!(Stalin had more massacred than Hitler did!!) Africa is very confused. They will join The East,too. And finally CONTINENTAL America!! Oh,dear! It COULD have been SO different. SO MUCH better!!!! But humans are FAR too envious and jealous of each other, to let THE WHOLE rise!!!! Meanwhile, the weather worsens. Per harmonic progression. Seismic and volcanic,too. Still they go on about Kyoto Protocol. But not even SURFACE Nature is to blame for Global Warming. (I refer to forest fires and volcanic eruptions.) Stop blaming over-burdened MAN!!!! THEY just won't have it that the SUN, SOL, is responsible, ELECTRONICALLY!!!! THEY would rather we squander our fossil fuels,etc. To finish us off altogether!! Idiots!! Every man rises against his neighbour. While the animals perish. And the plants.(The forests are vanishing.) Meanwhile we drag the guts out of The Earth. Wealth is in THE HEART, if anywhere. Not the ground!! George still INSISTS upon playing both ends against the middle!! As the U.S. sinks in a melee of LIES!!!! But blame The religieuse Christendom! Who made him their PUPPET!! Jesus will save you? What fools!! Jesus saved only HIS SELF!! WE need to do likewise and save ourselves. As Jesus SAID!! Spiritually and materially!!!! But now we are switching to the false Jesus. The one who married and went to Britain via India!! Jesus guides. CHRIST SAVES. IF we let it in!!(CHRIST is not a man! CHRIST is the DIVINE SUNSHINE of GOD!!!!)(There have been many CHRISTS. All men. Jesus came from Venus. He who possessed him did!!) God? WHAT god? We have no God but Satan!! We crucified Jesus, remember. Yes!! AND WOULD DO IT AGAIN!! We let Barrabas, THE MURDERER, go free. NOW LOOK AT THE STATE OF THE WORLD!!!! We are(most of us) SLAVES of PAN. The Earth God. The horned goat. Indulging in low dregs, while our SOULS PERISH!!!! The Devil is the horned bull. But of course he comes in pleasant disguises!! And WE deny its existence!! From out of its BELLY!!!! It swallowed us whole LONG BACK!!!! Old lamps for new(sic)!! As we squander the rest of our inheritance!! Poor Man. Utterly lost. Worshipping THE CROSS, instead of dying upon it, in self denial!! The Catholics insist upon A CRUCIFIX. How they LOVE to parade the dying Jesus!!!! No idolatory? What about The Catholic worship of ikons and saints??!! Not to mention Television, local sports and entertainment heroes, Baal(BEER, and all the other horrid so repulsive ikons of MAN.), and the gods of War!! But still we think we are all right!! Bound for oblivion, if not Heaven!! Not realizing that we were exiled to Earth, and made of THIS PARADISE too, a LIVING HELL!!!! Or it soon will be!! O FOOLS!!!! Children rule their parents. Or leave home. The police side with baddies. But keep up a good pretence!! The Military back the police, and carry on their EXERCISES. Ready to be SACRIFICED on the altars of oil, land, Jews and greed!!!! Space race, Against China!! What are we doing planning on going to Mars. Via The Moon!! Dead worlds!! It is Venus, WITHIN, we should go to!! (SEED it!!)(As this planet will soon be uninhabitable!!) And Mercury. George is going to dig down one day into his "bottomless" pit of money DEBT(He came to power with U.S. TRILLIONS in surplus. NOW, U.S. is TRILLIONS in DEBT, and has a loan re-payment IT CANNOT FINANCE!! But now they talk of DOUBLING it!! FOR STARTERS!!!!, to find sword wielding Muslims instead!! So conveniently forgetting that U.S. begat and began the terror war!! Yes, third world war coming fast. Started by The U.S!!!! All the MIGHT in the world WILL NOT abrogate the laws of GOD!!!! What we SOW, we REAP!!!! All is so much empty TALK. Annan is a good man. But so little power. Good job he stayed on!! Kim of North Korea is a paranoid PSYCHOTIC. Far worse than the man he declares (rightly) an idiot. As he sacrifices his people and food, just like Hitler did, and Mussolini over half a century ago. Guns, not butter!! While he blackmails the world. Bush is like a mad man in a china shop! And he is by far the best U.S. can offer!! The Kurds and The Shi-ites are the scum of The Earth. But just the types U.S. SUCKS up to!! To try to gain credits THEY NEVER GET!!!! Saddam tried. He HAD to get tough!! But soon no doubt he will lie in his grave!! Where the U.S.etc. EAR-MARKED him for ever since he invaded HIS OWN Kuwait!!(Kuwait was part of Iraq!! But Britain made a mapping mistake! And deprived them of Kuwait, and good access to the sea!!) While Bin Laden and Omar rule the world from their houses on The Pakistan-Afghanistan border!! Not caves!!(They have too many supporters protecting them!!!!) As The Hague judges the world!!!! So you see folks, The Western GOOSE is almost ready for the plucking!! Bird Flu waits in the wings. On the wing, all right!! Just waiting to blend bird flu with human influenza!! ANY TIME!!!! Then BY PAN, look out Earth men!! I am angry at being so ignored. For even now, most of my readers have it wrong. Ignoring my Astronomy,etc!!!! THERE is the key!! In The FINDER!!!! So lash out at those I think are most deserving!! How GREAT humans are at PRETENDING!!!! But even the slobs are now beginning to worry a bit!! They with nothing else better to do than make it impossible for the rest of us!! Hoods and hoons!!!!
Now more and more bursting into homes, to support their drug habits!! And for easy pickings!! Latham will, I think, make a good leader yet. After John(Howard) leaves the stage. As I cannot see Costello lasting long. He is too much of a traitor, anyway. In this bedlam and seething cauldron, nothing matters any more. And the most sacred is trodden upon. Beautiful women and children are raped. Then murdered. Even eaten!! Such is human nature. The ANIMALS put us to SHAME!!!! Sorry, folks. Things are not going as well as I would like. Though far better than I deserve!! Pirates increasingly rule the seas. And criminals abound. I throw up my hands in disgust. As every man increasingly terrorizes his neighbour. Bah!! EARTH men!!!!
Oh,yes. We survive the grave! Going into a world we are creating for ourselves HERE AND NOW!! And most of us re-incarnate, and get reborn(Two different things!!) We need to head for The Pleiades and BEYOND. We need to consummate with GOD. And advance to higher schemes. Not qualify for far worse than we already have!!!! But humans are taking Materialism(both scientific and religieuse) far too seriously!! And are investing in this sodden pitch of DUNG!!!! Whilst squandering their God given INHERITANCE!!!! We are not these bodies! But shall leave them like the diving suits they are!! At SO CALLED death!! To enter that HELL we are so busy creating for ourselves RIGHT NOW!!!! First we go to The Spiritistic World, which is replica of this physical world. Later we find our way into The Spirit World Proper, and sink to OUR PLACE. Hell, or where-ever!! We are currently DIVERS, in exile. Cast out from our true home Eden ABOVE!! Our love of material ease and comfort has put fools and swines above us!! When WE could have ruled THEM!!!! Corpses are no thing but discarded DIVING SUITS(I refer to the old fashioned deep sea diving kind.). How we worship them when rotting!! After having so badly ill treated their occupants in life!! What HYPOCRITES so many of us are!! God gave us THE LOT. And now we berate GOD for our own IDIOCY in fouling up our own doorsteps!! Good Islam? IS there such a thing. Mohammed was a murderer! And The Koran is a text book on how to most cruelly murder the so-called infidels!! Well, your eyes may be closed, but mine are not!! How the gods must laugh at our antics. While GOD weeps. At such crass blindness!!!! We DESERVE the misery we get. WE create it!! Because we listen to our low self instead of our higher one!! Anyway, CATTLE fodder for the foul Reptilean aliens!!!! We EXPECT God to make it all plain and easy for us!! But God wants us to USE our MINDS!! And EARN our own rewards!! For if we do not first help ourselves, and refuse to listen to our foolish neighbours, - how can we even HOPE for GOD to help us??!! We have lived before an infinite number of times, in some life form or other. And shall live an infinite number of times more, LIKEWISE!!!! So it behoves us to IMPROVE OURSELVES!!!! By learning the easy way of STUDY. Not academic study! Study of Life and The Universe!!!! Alas, Wisdom is in SUCH short SUPPLY!!!! I don't profess to be perfect. But at least I hope I am doing about my reasonable best! To get this world to GO in the RIGHT direction. NOT its present SO WRONG one!!!!
Vic Conway.
Monday, 17th October, 2,005. More on Global Cooling and Ice Ages.
A correction: I said that the name of the television programmed concerned with the stopping of The Gulf Stream, and an ice era, was called Chilli. No. It was called "The Big Chill". I mentioned some 15 global cooling factors. All will operate when their time comes. Which is soon. The one which is sudden and dramatic however, is The Stopping of The Gulf Stream. Caused by too much fresh water entering The North Atlantic. Reducing salinity, and causing The Conveyor(The Gulf Stream) to stop sinking. Which will stop it.(If enough fresh water came in from Greenland, Siberia and The Great Lakes in North America, and The Arctic; then it would slow down proportionately to the amount of fresh water entering, and the temperature would fall accordingly.) This is the one quite evidently that produces The Ice Ages. Conjoint with the other factors I mentioned. This is the mechanism that produces the sudden cold. The freezing over of North West Europe would be enough to start the ice sheets moving south. Once started, they would(the fallen snow eventually lasting all through the summers) feed the ice age. On its own, The Gulf Stream's stoppage might not be enough for a full blown ice age, but conjoint with other factors(of the 16 mentioned), it would. Though the severity would vary greatly. These occur in varying degrees every few thousand years. Counting Northern and Southern Hemispheres. Another(16) factor producing cold(or even more heat) is variations in the temperature of the sun.
Para passu with the ice ages(The orthodox time periods are quite wrong!), comes methane(ex global warming), and heavy water(liquid deuterium) mixed with ordinary water(in minute quantities). One other concommitant is the strange wobbles in The Earth's Orbit around the sun. What I want to do is link up these four things(Ice ages, methane, liquid deuterium and strange wobbles in The Earth's orbit about the sun. If I can.) Ice ages and methane go hand in hand, as does liquid deuterium. Why do the strange wobbles in The Earth's orbit occur parallel to the first three things? Only variations in gravity or mass of Earth and Sun could cause that. However, there is another cause!! Between Earth and Sun. It is a mysterious one. I suppose severe wobbling of The Earth's axis could lead to orbital wobbles!(This is the other cause.) The Earth's axis IS wobbling increasingly. Per harmonic progression. Due to the core of THE HOLLOW Earth, gyrating wider and faster(because the sun is electronically charging up the core(and the magnetosphere), which, in turn, causes the specific gravity of The Earth to change). Too severe, and this must surely produce wobbles in The Earth's orbit! Not just The Earth ITSELF!! I cannot think of any other OCCURRING cause/s capable of producing orbital wobbling. So I will settle for an intensely grown wobble of The Earth per se!! We know that this is occurring. Due to The Chandros Wobble, plus other factors!! As the sun harmonically increases its energy discharge over the next thirteen years, we may expect that wobble to become very great!! The point is para passu with the orbital wobbling, ice ages and the other mentioned factors all these things occur!! And para passu with the ice ages,etc. comes global warming and lots of fresh water entering The North Atlantic!! The Global Warming leads to Global Cooling, - and the ice ages. One way is via the fresh water coming from the melting ice and snow. Coming straight off glaciers, ice and snow, or carried into the sea by rivers.(As in Siberia.)
With global warming(which immediately precedes global cooling)comes increased life activity, and more bacteria. It is the bacteria which produces more methane, in the tropics. I don't know why liquid deuterium(heavy water) increases in the ordinary water. However, it does. So it does appear that ice ages are due to the stopping of The Gulf Stream. Global Warming ex the sun, EX before that, explosions at THE CENTRES OF GALAXIES,ETC. Remember that many different records down many thousands of years(At least 100,000) SHOW the OFTEN sudden AND DRAMATIC ice age onsets. The stopping of The Gulf Stream is the only sudden cause I know. The freezing over of North West Europe is only THE TRIGGER. It itself would only produce a cold era. Possibly unbearable for the people of the region. If only via infra-structural collapse and economic collapse.(Also awful effects in Asia,etc. via the ending of the monsoons, or,rather,their transfer to other places. Plus huge numbers of refugees(and collapses of infra-structure, AND economic collapses)seeking more viable territory!! But coupled to other factors active at the same time, we have an ICE AGE resulting!! Heavy water increases with warmer weather. I don't know why. Certainly heavier rainfall(in places) does!! As evaporation(and therefore precipitation) increases. The big clue came from sea shells(Ones from tiny shelled sea creatures.) on the ocean floor, in the mud. The amounts of Calcium Carbonate varies enormously. (Out of which the shells are formed.)Formed from nutrients sinking to the sea floor from the surface. Especially with the tiny sea shelled creatures called Forans. Every picture tells a story. And every story can be pictorialized. Unfortunately, the orthodox are limited in their vision by VERY incorrect data inferred by various scientists!! Ice ages, I maintain, occur every 6,392 years. Not every 100,000!(Each hemisphere of The Earth alternating.) There are many gross distortions like this!! I offer this to my readers on the grounds of what the scientists said in "The Big Chill". Which is sound so far as it goes. We are therefore, preparing for the wrong final turn-out, - heat; instead of cold!! (We shall have the heat, plus SUPER heat, later, FIRST. But expect this to be followed by Global Cooling!!) People like me will be rejected of course, by the orthodox. So be ready for that!! Be that as it may, I am telling you the results of my very careful analyses. Using true facts in the premises! WHEN will enough fresh water enter The North Atlantic? We don't know. We only know that many past SETS OF records show that ice ages come often enough TO GIVE US PAUSE!!!! Or they should do!! To escape the ice and snow,etc. simply move sufficiently near to The Equator. Unfortunately, there - it will be AWFULLY HOT!!!! So choose your tormentor!! Go between the two, I suppose!! Places like Australia could well fold up. Become too unbearably hot, AND DRY!! We already see signs of what is to come. Just the faintest adumbrages so far! Why? Because The Gulf Stream must ALREADY be slowing down.(The less salt, the slower it goes! And the slower it goes, the colder N.W.Europe and Britain become!!)(It is not necessary to wait for a full cessage of the flow!!) I refer to the increasing amounts of RAIN. And the droughts. Plus the heat, of course. And STRANGE chills in places, at times!!!! Which I most attribute to stratospheric DOWN-DRAUGHTS!! Plenty to think about!! I feel sad for these people who think that the current little things are nasty. When I know that what IS COMING UP FAST is so VERY VERY MUCH worse!!
Stratospheric down-draughts will produce droughts, eventually, ON THEIR OWN!! And famines, of course. Materially the future is MOST bleak. Spiritually, it will be good!! I am not qualified in professional terms. Which people may use that as an excuse not to take me seriously. On the other hand, the less cluttered up your mind is with orthodox DRIVEL, the better you can see THE TRUTH!!!! I did very badly at school. But I hold that the worse I did, the clearer my mind is to see facts, instead of fancies!!(I did badly, of course, because I just could not gel with the orthodox data and reasoning!!) There it is. I leave it with you.
Victor Conway.
Saturday, 15th October, 2,005. Bush, - and Bird Flu'. ETC.
Geoge Bush, President of U.S., is in serious trouble. An attempt is being made to indict him. Then impeach him. Unlawful invasion of Iraq!! Trumped up reasons which are bogus!! They lied!! Saddam was a good man!!!! He still is!!!! He has arranged for no more elections.(According to Conspiracy Planet.) He proposes to DOUBLE the U.S. debt! Still refusing to raise taxes!!(For fear of offending his supporters!!) And he is bringing in Martial Law using disasters as an excuse!! All to promote the welfare and future of George Bush, and company.(Though even I believe in advancing myself. Any dissenters?? What is it all about? Even GOD promotes GOD!!!! Via sacrificing itself for the flock. Of course we can't find God. God has made ITSELF OUR SELF!!!!
Though I am not sure whether he rules the company, or the company rules him!! I think Cheney is the ruler, Rundstedt the strong man, and Rice the ambassador. Pity they lost Powell. Along with decency. Bushie is of course tool of the religieuse fundamentalist Christendom. They got him into power. I am not saying who is good or who is bad. Just stating obvious bald facts. As a matter of fact, all sides now seem to be bad. (A case of support the least evil!!)But The left wing Democrats are still the worst!! Bush invaded Iraq instead of Iran. And for the wrong reason of trying to indict Saddam Hussein(and get him bumped off)(Which they now are so eagerly in the process of doing under the MASK of Justice. Hague, indeed!!). Whilst letting Bin Laden and Omar,etc. run loose. Otherwise OIL was the main reason. Plus protect Israel. And democratize The Middle East. FORCIBLY!!(Democracy is supposed to based on freedom!!) And extend The U.S. Empire!!!! He has wisely funked attacking North Korea and Iran. Not wishing to commit suicide!!(Of us, I mean!!!!) As China AND RUSSIA would support North Korea. AND IRAN!!!! Taiwan is a lost cause. Japan is starting to recover. And eyes ruling Asia. India does not know which way to go. (West or East.) The EU is in a shambles. Britain is lost, and has been ever since Blairism ruled. More exactly, since 1943, when they engaged in a SECOND idiotic world war!!!! So The Yanks came in, saved us FOR THE RUSSIANS!!!! And now are charging us up!!!! The U.S. should vanish beneath the waves in two, three or four years time!!!! New Zealand continues to let The Maoris rule, and still pursues anti U.S. (and Britain,etc.) sentiment. Plus of course ANTI NUCLEAR!!!! Helen Clarke is still ruler. Aided by Winston Peters!! Australia is still ruled(Thank God!!) by John Howard. But is become a second U.S. Plus League of Nations, as it welcomes in all and sundry. Including Muslims and terrorists(And is there a difference?? - I don't think so!!) Germany rises to rule EU.(Europa) Turkey still struggles to get in. Kurds and Shi-ites are evil!! Why does U.S. support them? To bum up to EVIL of course. So THEY THINK to save themselves. Oh, what FOOLS!!!! Iraq is descending swiftly into Civil War. U.S. will follow. And then the world!!!! Prior to The Third, and subsequent, WORLD WARS!!!! Yes, blood for oil.(Oil is, or was, the blood of nations!!!!) What is The West doing in Iraq, Afghanistan(Though de-throning The Taliban was good. Especially after they destroyed the giant Bhudda statues, etc!!), and the other two stans??(Kurdestan and that other K stan, place!) Saudi Arabia, Syria, Jordan and Pakistan are the nasties!!!! Bush is playing all ends against the middle, to rule happily. He is of course destroying U.S. And through it, THE WORLD!!!! How to protect the world, BY SUCKING UP TO EVIL!!!! It has been tried before!! It always fails!!!! He who puts God last, or not at all, does NOT last long!! U.S. Foreign Policy is PATHETIC and TRAGIC!!!! Ever since they got rid of Nixon and Reagan!! Fools!!!! IDIOTS!!!!(I am toning it DOWN!!!!)
The Vietnam war was a good war! Against Soviet puppet North Vietnam. But Westmorland was a soldier, not a general!! So they won, then threw the victory away!!!! IDIOTS!!!! Iraq IS NOT a second Vietnam! Iraq is a SUPER Vietnam!! But for evil, not good!! God, give me STRENGTH!!!! U.S. has plenty of oil in Alaska, but they prefer to destroy the world, rather than a few plants in Alaska! Because of environmentalist NUTS!!!! U.S. may invade Venezuela.(To distract public attention from The Iraq,etc.FIASCO!!!!)(Bush intends staying on in Iraq FOR EVER. While BOYS die in the thousands. Along with Iraqui's, including many children!!!! The Great Distraction Game. Yes, it is all a game. But we all have our ploys!!!! Iraq was invaded on TRUMPED UP charges! As U.S. entered its policy of LIES. To fight "Terrorism"(More properly known as ISLAM!!!!). Whilst U.S. ITSELF has become, BY FAR, THE WORLD TERRORIST!!!! With stooges Britain, and a few other minions SUPPORTING!! If only because they don't know what else to do!! Foot and Mouth is NOT a serious disease. Let the cattle live, it will pass. Little more than cattle 'flu!! Mad Cow is due to Manganese poisoning!! Not prionic stock feed!!!!(See my articles!!) So now U.S. is returning to Space. The Moon, then Mars. Using Moon as base.(All because China is now in the space race, as well as nuclear,etc.etc!!!!) Money is of course become unredeemable PAPER!! And is fast becoming CREDIT!!!! With U.S. in charge of all money AND credit. Plus all gold. ETC. However, you CANNOT finance OUT OF A BLACK HOLE!!!! So U.S. Domestic Policy is being sacrificed. As usual. While Bushie rides his bicycle. And flies in Air Force ONE.(His private big jet.) I still prefer George to any other, though!! Because the others are worse!!!! Meanwhile, The Political East prepares for a feast. Western heads, suitably slowly hacked off with long dirty rusty knives, and body parts, blown to bits by those trying ALL MEANS now to protect their lands! (Islam)(And The Arabs, and Persians,etc.). As they so stupidly blow their selves to pieces to get the highest places in Paradise!(Which will turn out to be the lowest places IN HELL!!!!)(You dupes!!!!) The world always was a NUT HOUSE and a CAULDRON of evil. But never more than now!! So I decided to say a few things. In the hope that some would listen!! Are you ALL MAD??!! But allow for brain storms caused by harmonically increasing solar wind electrons,etc!!!! Animals,too!! So there you have it. Or,rather, HAVEN'T!!!! As greedy power MAD men, and women, sell their souls for A PITTANCE!!!!(Like Judas sold out CHRIST for 40 pieces of silver!!) Meanwhile oil and water run OUT!!!! Amidst FLOODS and landslides, of harmonically growing intensity and size. Amidst an increasing number of hurricanes,etc!!!! But this is only the very beginning OF THE BEGINNING OF SORROWS!!!! FOR GOD IS NOT MOCKED!!!! Meanwhile love is become sex. And women men, and men, women!! It is POSSIBLE that Bird Flu will wipe out nearly all the humans and animals, leaving the plants to rule Earth!!!! Ah,yes. What an improvement!! And you thought it was ANTS!!!! Bird Flu is coming. But the question is when? Within one year? Within TEN?? More like TOMORROW!!!! Along with a few other nasties....(Aided by such loving Muslims!! Excuse me while I am sick...) The drug Tamiflu is very expensive, almost unobtainable, AND ONLY LASTS(THE WHOLE COURSE) five days!!!! Lunatics and criminals roam the streets. While the sane and righteous get locked up, either in jails, or nuthouses, or both combined!! I would say Humanity has a problem! But it is not God!! It is(no prizes!!) MAN!!!! Cuckoo, CUCKOO!!!! As we gather nuts AND MAY.(Turn back to God, or not.) Man is selling his soul on the altar of his body. Realism is constantly thrust in our faces. Especially on Television,etc. While we hunger desperately for IDEALISM!!!! Fools!!!! As they turn out the SAME old trash all the time! Too lazy to get fresh material. Especially GOOD stuff!!!! What is so great about Marriage?? The tying of two humans TOGETHER!!!! Why do we go by THE FEELINGS OF THE MOMENT!!!! Being IN LOVE IS marriage. Why POLLUTE and CONTAMINATE it with Man's(Not God's) marriage FETTER??!! And why the obsession of producing more and more fodder in a long since OVER-STUFFED WORLD!!!! To suck up to the priests,etc??!! It certainly looks like it. You are BRAINWASHED and CONDITIONED to be IDIOTS, and finish the world off via OVER-LOADING with brats, and SELFISH DOTING!!!!(Loving is fine. Indulging loving for selfish gratification is SMOTHERING children via POSSESSIVENESS!!!!) All to make them EXTENSIONS of pathetic SELVES!! No wonder so many children take to the streets!!!!
And, as more and more money goes into the hands of fewer and fewer, WHO can blame an increasing number of crooks turn criminal to get a desperately needed fast buck. Especially to finance THEIR DRUG TAKING, lust and greed and power crazes!!!! I am not judging. Just saying!! Does wearing a dog collar make you fit for Heaven? I DON'T THINK SO. More like the other place!! And why do so many(especially men) constantly drown themselves in putrid BEER?! Or SPIRITS, TO BURN YOUR GUTS OUT!!!! Fools!!!! And still smoke. Especially pot,etc!!!! Even wine, in excess, is bad for you!! Aye. Passive smoking gives many - cancer!! But still most of them smoke when with others. Even when pregnant!! Where is Will Power? WHERE is Common Sense??!! Most of Man's ills are SELF AWARDED!!!! The Police are become the criminals. And The Military, mere Militia - to back them!!!! Wake up world!! Whilst there is still a world left to WAKE UP IN!!!! Such is the price of MATERIALISM. On top of NOW MATERIALISTIC religieuse SO CALLED spiritual religion!!!! You lost your marbles LONG BACK!! And now you destroy your own children to keep your lunatic low habits going!!!! I suppose I was lucky. I got thrown out of school. I threw myself out of church. Universities? Are you KIDDING?? Activists disguised as STUDENTS!! Whilst LIES are taught!! TO ILLITERATES and INNUMERATES!!!!!!!!!! But you blame ME, and those like me, for your OWN rotten-ness!!!! In the great game of Appearances!!!! But God looks at the INSIDE, not the outer!! Oh,boy!! Nero fiddled while Rome burned.(So they say. False, as is all orthodox conventional DUNG!!!!) But today, we have excelled our ancestors! The world fiddles, while the elect BURN from the inside out!! Just so we can indulge our low selves!!!! Heaven?? What The HELL do you think Earth is? Madmen!! With an even greater one(Heaven) to follow AS SOON AS YOU SEE THROUGH THIS VERY SICK JOKE called Civilization!! And stop forcing God to desist from saving and healing us!! WE HAVE MADE THE DEVIL, GOD!! And vice versa!!!! Live, and LET live!! Our business IS to save our brothers! Confusion and Mix up,etc.etc. RULE. Whilst poor women and children hide in cupboards TO ESCAPE MALE WRATH at not getting ALL their own way!!!! But so many are destroying them(people) under the pretext of Brother's Keeper!! What is the problem?? LEARN!!!! That is what it is all about. And loving, and living, and obeying GOD'S law, whilst not neglecting Man's!! The Bible, The Word of God?? No!! It is The Word of MAN!!!! Man has created God in his own image!! Except that he(Man) is standing upon his head!! God fled, long back!! While The Devil splits his sides laughing. But he won't laugh much longer!! I mean that he is coming for his feast. YOUR SOULS!!!! I don't understand how so many have gone so far wrong!! Maybe I was lucky to have parents who confused me for a dog!!(They wanted a girl. But my clitoris was too large!! So they saw me as a dog!! So I got sarcastic, and ironic. I wasn't allowed to be a child, you see. No regrets!! Look what has resulted. And brought me up with a rod of iron. No regrets!! If this is the outcome. I was made to kiss my father, for my mother. And VICE VERSA!!!! While they threw PLATES at each other!!!! And I cowered in my corner. AND gnawed on my flesh.(No bone.) Save my Humanity cries God. I do hope my pathetic effort helps!!!! Beazley struggles. I don't think Costello will rule long. I see Latham rising!! Because he spoke TRUE!!!! My old man(God is my father!!) wanted me to be a MAN.(His understanding of being a man, was to be A BEAST. So mesmerized by my large clitoris, he set to work. And never forgave me FOR HATING SPORT!!)(He later married my stepmother, and made me carry their spawn!! Aye.)
Victor Conway.
Friday, 14th October, 2,005. My New Astronomy. ETC.
I forgot to mention one very important item. Mapping my results in R.A. and Decl. (R.A. is Right Ascension. Decl. is Declination. Astronomy terms. One is distance around, in hours and minutes and seconds. The other(Declination) is elevation ABOVE the horizon.) using my EXACT astronomical distance finder, I noticed filamentation. Filaments are everywhere. (They hit you in the eye with naked eye viewing, or telescopes and binoculars,etc. THEY ARE NOT chance line ups(Though SOME chance line-ups do occur!!))Strings of stars, anyway. I mean strings far beyond chance expectation!! One may at first think it is just a matter of joining up the dots. Well, it isn't! No. It is too much of a co-incidence to have such neat strings all the time, and everywhere. The result of a combination of electro-magnetism and space plasma(Re: Alfven.) A spin-off production from the complex series of events in Electro-Magnetism(in this Electric Universe of ours(Gravity,too,is basically ELECTRIC!!)which Eric.J. Lerner describes so well, ex Alfven. In his book "The Big Bang Never Happened.". You will(if you go into this far enough!) notice certain shapes resulting on the maps: 1. Vortices. 2. Pairs(both close and separate)that are identical in all respects. (Ex bi-frucations!!) 3. S formations(or backward S's). 4. The filaments. I am not saying that other distinct characters do not appear, but the four mentioned are prominent!! I expect these phenomena in all classes of astronomical object.(Many amazing things turn up. To which you should add the amazing finds of Lerner and Alfven. As well as Azimov and Arp.(Not that there aren't others from other top scorers.(I refer to the real scorers, not the orthodox hyped up ones.) My EXACT astronomical distance,etc. finder is my most important contribution. Reflect, not just think!! I find levels of truth,though. And at each level, many wonders and marvels do turn up.(You need to remember WHICH level you are working on! Let me put it this way: There are levels of truth. And there are levels of APPEARANCES.(Which are "true" for those at that level!!) Emotionally unbelievable things. Yet mentally(if you take the trouble to check!) undeniable!! I realized that my initial New Astronomy Course was far too hard for the average person. So I did a much simpler and briefer short course. On My Exact Astronomical Distance,Etc.Finder and other amazing items. Hardly anyone believes me! And fewer still take the trouble to try to find out!! Yet, it is without doubt the most important discovery in Science EVER. And, I imagine, ever to come,too!! It opens up everything. In addition to that, because it is so radical, anyone who studies this finds their self getting closer and closer to GOD. And also becoming more and more successful in life!! I put this down to being so in tune with the pulse of The Universe!! Actually, the less Astronomy you know, the better. (Then there is that much less to UNLEARN.(The difficult lies less in my discovery, than in REMOVING ALL THE ORTHODOX CRAP!! Especially that of the last about 80 years!!!! A complicated overlay of BALONEY done to keep THE PEOPLE from THE TRUTH!!!! Theory of everything, my foot!! You will find that the conventional orthodox set- ups(Yes, all of them!!), are deliberate GET-UPS to throw us off scent. Away from THE REAL TRUE TRAIL!!!! Yes!! The Mathematics you need to know is elementary. And the required LOGIC, is simple. (The Physics and Philosophy is basic.) Otherwise all you need is INTEREST, - and TIME. Plus the freedom to tackle these things.(Which so few have!!) I, an ordinary man, simply took the trouble(a pleasure!!) TO FIND OUT all important true knowledge!! A daunting task ONLY if you don't enjoy the search!! Otherwise, it is the supreme pleasure.(Mental pleasure.) The obvious path lies through finding out THE TRUTH about the important things of life and the world. THAT SHOULD BE OBVIOUS!!!! Even knowledge about LOVE, and beauty and loveliness,ETC. depend upon finding out THE TRUTH!!!!(I put Truth above Love. And Liberty above Marriage.) I was told it couldn't be done. I know now that that is rubbish. Don't live in your mind, I was told. But ALL is MIND. I know nowhere else to live. It kept me sane,too!! What I don't understand is why so few others take up the trail!! The world is pathetically and tragically so UN-INTERESTED in things which should be PARAMOUNT in their lives!!!! I rant and rave, I know. But YOU WILL, TOO, once you see what I see!! It is the most important thing going!! My EXACT Astronomical Distance and Mass Finder!! Everything springs from that!! Search for the truth cry the few. I will go one step further: Teach it!!(ONCE you have found it!!)
Some may say or ask: What good does it do? How will it help Mankind? You will be astounded. By going to the heart of true knowledge, it gets the real set- up of life, and the truth about the universe. Armed with these two, you can live a successful life!! But you have to remove all the nonsense taught by the orthodox down the ages!! And then build properly. In other words, you have to strip the engine right down, to find out what was wrong, and then re-assemble it, CORRECTLY(which it most definitely is not at present!!)!!!! I went through stages. 1. I obtained a good basic General Knowledge foundation. 2. I then found out what orthodoxy and conventionalism were teaching the world. The important things and issues.(Note: I divide into two compartments. a. The knowledge of the true facts about the universe. b. The application of the true knowledge, to enable anyone to live successfully and happily!!) 3. I then sought the truth. 4. I now teach it. Four very bad things: 1. Television,etc.(Unless very selective!!). 2. (Bad) Politics.(Note: There is a good kind.(So hard to find in this world.)) 3. Economics. 4. Education beyong Primary School!! Not that there aren't others, like Political Correctness,ETC.(Living by the book is fine IN THEORY. In practice, it has VERY definite limitations!!!!) A very bad (handed down) habit: Equating mind and brain,etc!! Another very bad thing: Putting the body and material things before the soul and THE GOOD SPIRIT in Life!!
It took a long life time. Expect no quick-fix.(Far too many of those around. But of what use, if you have to pay even more dearly LATER??!!) (Four VERY important things humans overlook: 1. GOD. 2. Survival of bodily death. 3. (Usually) Re-birth. 4.(Usually) Re-incarnation.(Note: 3 and 4, are not the same thing!!) However, IF you are interested, then you will enjoy following in my footsteps, and eventually go past where I reached, and refine!! So many people want things easy and INSTANT, these days. Well, you won't get that from me!!
No pain, no gain. WORK is the secret of success!! Also apply COMMON sense, and HORSE sense!! Do useful and productive things. Mental work is the best. And the hardest!!(Most exhausting.) Mind you, if you let GOD in to your life, you will find that the hard SEEMS easy!! There it is. All the talking in the world WILL NOT repace THE WORK. It is God's allotted task for me.(I believe!!) Etc. What yours is, I do not know. But if you lack one, try this!! Good hunting!! It is better to light a candle, than to curse the darkness.
By the way, another great boon, but taken up by so few, is Urine Therapy. It usually adds about an average 20 years to one's life. And healthy years!! You need to start before too far gone towards senility though!! Not everyone's cup of tea, or glass of wine, if it PAYS(and it USUALLY does), why not try it? It won't make you younger, but you can expect it to slow down the ageing process. And boost your immune system greatly.(Handy probably against Bird Flu!!)(It even fights cancer, and is successful against SOME kinds.) Side effects DO sometimes occur.(Like nausea, insomnia, vomiting, migraine, depression...) If you can stick it out, and ride through those, then you may win through. One's OWN urine is beneficial because you are returning a day later what the body has temporarily rejected by way of excess. Urine is NOT waste, though it does contain SOME. Not too much for the body's defences. Also ureaic acid does exist. Again not too much for the body's defences.(Plants, for example, die fast, if urinated upon!!)(But we are not plants.) Build up intake gradually from 50 mls to 500, and even more ONCE USED TO IT. But DO NOT exceed 750.(As then the waste and ureaic acid WILL start to have a deleterious effect!!)(It kills GANGRENE in a few days(if you liberally apply your OWN urine about four times a day, to it.).) I am talking about the usual average expectancy.(Exceptions will always exist. So no guarantees!!)(Not MY discovery. But so good, am just passing on the pith of it.) There are a few things it will NOT cure. But they are very few. Supposed to work on warts. However, it did not work on mine!! So many strange things in life are wise. But the world of course(the powers that be), naturally run down these things.(However, they are promoting(basically)things that are good for the body, but bad for the soul!! Whilst resisting(all out) those things that are good for the soul. You may have noticed!! It(applying one's own urine(not just drinking it!!)) is neither dirty, nor foolish!!(As with sex,etc.(The basic idea is to LOVE out of sheer gratitude and appreciation!!))All things God has made, including through Nature, are beneficial. They have a good reason!!(Trying to give up sex,etc.(Before you are ready.) can and often does RE-BOUND. Making you more an addict than ever!! That is what happened to me. Sex,etc. are things that need to die natural deaths(IF they are going to. Otherwise, by trying to force the pace, you may find yourself deeper in than ever!!)(You have to be READY for such advances. VERY few are!!)(Male or female.)(Many mental ills spring from taking self denial TOO FAR. You may go neurotic,etc.(Or psychotic, paranoid, neurasthenic...) Also one of the GROUNDS for cancer IS self denial taken to excess!(It has to come out somewhere!)(And cancer is the way for it to come out against one own's body!!) In The Christian Bible, it says(somewhere): "Drink out of the living waters of your own cistern!!". That is one for the literalists!! Materially, that can only mean one's OWN urine. It MUST be your OWN!! Fresh. Best time is 3.30 a.m. Spread out the intake, and SIP it. As it is a drink NOT exactly enjoyable!! You have to steel yourself to drink it. But USUALLY it pays off!!!! Prudery is worse than sex. Because it is hypocritical. Inasmuch as you become more concious than ever of this lower function. But try to make out you are not thinking about it!!(Whereas you are ALL OF THE TIME,then!!) ENJOY all that God and Nature have provided. God is not called Providence, for no thing!! Your own inner nature, and gut feelings will tell you when to do this, or NOT to do that!! There should be no shame or guilt in natural functions. Alas, there too often is!! God made a PERFECT Universe. Even if many humans do not see it that way!! So many confuse the affairs of men with our OFF ANGLE views of The APPARENT Universe!!!! I have tried to speak on all things. As all things have their place!! The time to rise above Nature, is when it comes NATURALLY!!!! Thank you.
Victor Conway.
Wednesday, 12th October, 2,005. Still more on My EXACT Distance Finder. Also Pyramids and Mind DIRECTLY over Matter!! Part of My New Astronomy. ETC.
The universe is not only stranger than we imagine, IT IS STRANGER THAN WE CAN IMAGINE!!!!
Be incisive, that is the way. To get the truth!! We are upon a sinking SUPER TITANIC!!!! The Titanic had two problems: Ice and fire. Ice through the hull of the bows. Plus coal on fire(which it had since leaving Liverpool)(Usual in steam ships, but only through stupidity!!). The Earth has two main problems. Ice and fire. Fire from the sun in the form of solar winds of electrons increasing per HARMONIC PROGRESSION!!!! ETC. Downloading excess charges to the planets. Including The Earth!! Ice in the form of Antarctica and Little Antarctica. Which is UNBALANCING The Earth, aided by its pear shaped BUMPS,ETC. NOT via the weight of the two to thrre mile ice, SO MUCH, BUT THE UN-STABILIZING Earth, EX the SUN CHARGING UP OUR EARTH'S CORE!!!! Causing via wider and wider GYRATIONS, the SPECIFIC GRAVITY CENTRE to move too far off centre. LEADING TO AXIAL TILTS!!!!(Like a bouy on the sea!!)(If you change its centre of gravity enough, you will then change its angle of vector ON that sea.(In The Earth's case this is SPACE, and the plane of the planets and their satellites,etc. IN that SPACE!!!!) The dangers with ELECTRONIC fire from the sun is that it is heating up The Earth FROM BELOW!!!! Per Harmonic Progression!! Hotter magma and lava. Hotter rocks. THEN hotter sea. FINALLY hotter troposphere!! Plus increasing the WHIRL (which is destabilizing The Earth's CENTRE OF GRAVITY, leading to axial TILTS and speed(of spin AND WHIRL(gyration) AND ELECTRIC CHARGE through anode and cathode magnetosphere and core.(The Earth(all of the heavenly bodies are!!) is a ROTATING ELECTRO MAGNET!!!!) Global warming(which will lead AFTER melt down!) to a STOPPED Gulf Stream(Freezing Western Europe!!), an ICE AGE(!!!!)(VIA at least eleven different causes!), plus harmonically increasing downfall from ABOVE(DUST AND DEBRIS!!), PLUS the brains of animals and humans experiencing harmonically growing BRAIN STORMS(From the electron flow through brains(and everything else) ex the sun ELECTRONICALLY!!!!) AND last but not least(but greatest!!) CRUSTAL DISPLACMENTS for thousands of miles, first over a thousand miles northwards, and then four to five thousand miles southwards. (THIS happens EVERY 6,392 YEARS!!!!)TERMINATING IN THE EARTH INVERTING COMPLETELY!!!!(Geographically!! Which CAUSES the magnetic inversion!!) ETC!!!!(This is a periodic cyclic event every 6,392 years, caused by the cyclic peaking of explosions at the centres of galaxies,ETC. pushing huge energy charges DOWN all the spiral arms(Not just of The Milky Way, but of our local closed stellar cluster!!!!). When?? About THIRTEEN YEARS hence IT PEAKS!!!!(Yes, it is ALREADY ON, and has been since about 1998!!(The true YEAR is 2,002(or even 2,001), NOT 2,005.A.D!!)(You check with Little Pebble through The Internet!)(A Roman Catholic Organization.))))))
Our current WORSENING(per harmonic progression!!(as is everything else!!)) weathers(metereological AND seismic, AND volcanic,ETC.) is caused by Global Warming(Greenhouse gases warming is NEGLIBLE!!!! INSIGNIFICANT!!!! By both Man, AND Surface Nature(Forest fires and volcanic eruptions.)!!!! A drop in the ocean!!!! Now if that wasn't enough, THIS TIME, we shall ALSO get The rogue(Missing Planet!!) planet Nibiru passing us very closely TWICE!!!! It ALONE will cause a disaster(catastrophe) about equal to that of the fast approaching EARTH INVERSION(and THREE crustal displacemens)(AND three axial tilts!!!)!!!! The "Comet of Nostradamus"(He also forecast the NOW upon us Great Islamic Uprising(Terrorism? This is THE TENTH ARAB uprising!! Dedicated to THE DEATH (by suicide) by ALL Muslims, to the DESTRUCTION of ALL infidels. Not just Christian, but ALL other religions and philosophies, or NONE!!!!))(Bah!! Earthmen. You make me SICK. With your SELF stopped up EARS!!!!) It is NO GOOD going into DENIAL, and trying to pretend that all this not happening!! IT IS!! As we enter THE WORST TIME EVER KNOWN(AND EVER TO BE KNOWN ON EARTH)!!!! What we are currently suffering, tsunami, earthquakes, droughts, floods in other places, more and bigger hurricanes,etc. Mankind increasingly disturbed. AND the animals. And so on AND SO ON... all of this is but FLEA BITES compared with WHAT IS TO COME!!!!(Peaking in just THIRTEEN YEARS!!!!)(Oh, yes, O comrades!!!!) And still we have IDIOTS who refuse to see that the cause of Global Warming IS NOT Man!! But THE SUN, ELECTRONICLLY!!!! Wakee, WAKEE!!!! To HELL with The Kyoto Protocol - WHERE IT BELONGS!! We NEED all the fossil fuels,ETC.(Carbon dioxide is what plants THRIVE on. Greenhouse Effect is needed too. Without it we would perish, and be like Mars!! WAKE UP!! ) U.S. and Australia,etc. ARE RIGHT. To defy the world call to Kyoto Protocol.(The main threat is from Methane. Ex animal and human gastro orifices!! Especially via FARM animals!!!! Yes, it is adding up. PLUS industrial methane!!!!)(This is the main greenhouse gas! CO2 EXCESS is PEA NUTS!!!!) By the way, it is not something that happens within 100 years, BUT TEN!!!! 10 years!! Yes, AN ICE AGE!! Ironically caused by Global Warming. That warming up FROM BELOW caused by The Sun, NOT MAN!!!! Elementary Physics. AND BASIC LOGIC!! GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT!!!! You (Humanity) are being CONNED by fact distorting villains and FOOLS, who have vested interests, along with the trade unions and other ACTIVISTS in causing all the woes they can, TO STOP THE INCOMING GOOD changes NOW COMING IN FROM THE SUN,ETC!!!!(Yes!! What is happening is A GOOD THING!! Without it, there would be a CATASTROPHE(a cataclysm is NOT a disaster, but a CLEANSING and RENEWING agent of Nature and Earth.(Species ARE NOT dying out!!(Other than Man!! Who is facing material and spiritual DESTRUCTION!!!!)(Because of his life-style, yes!!) (He has made God non-existent, his self God, and The Devil OVER ALL!!!!) Huge spiritual and divine and religious revivals, and secular, will occur!! And the strangest but most wonderful new things!!!!Plus what some call The Rapture!!!! As GOD intervenes to save The Earth. NOW BEING TAKING OVER BY HUMANOID ALIENS, for handing over to The INVADING (Currently invading ORION(We are part of ORION!! YES!!!! I know via my distance finder and maps,charts,graphs,tables,ETC!! HEAR ME!!!!))(There is also a SUPER ORION. You know Orion's Belt(Three stars in a straight line!(Well we form a T junction(from centre!!) from the centre star WITH THAT!!)(Plus in and with The SUPER ORION, too.(The Abo's are right!! Arcturus is the nearest star! Just two light years away(Astronomical ETC data is all wrong!!). It is Sol's twin. And Andromed galaxy is Milky Way Galaxy's TWIN!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!))))))
The Reptilean aliens(Like in the films Independence Day,ETC.) are devouring us body AND SOUL!! Plus using our women's WOMBS as incubators for fresh reptilians. Yes!!!! We are CATTLE on this Earth farm!! Being handed over to The Reptilians WHO BROKE THROUGH FROM A PARALLEL UNIVERSE, via an explosion(by a gigantic mistake), from ANOTHER GALAXY in a PARALLEL universe!!!! Yes.(Information coming via channelling from good aliens!!)
We have NO time to lose. Our only hope is reach The Pleades AND BEYOND. This can be done from The Spirit World!! Superstitious religiEUSE bilge has got it wrong and distorted now. After many hand downs. Not God. - GODS!! (There is no Supreme Being. But there is an HIERARCHY of THE GODS!!!!(And The Devils(DEMONS).) Especially not the tribal monster of The ancient Hebrews!! The Elohim are huge space beings, balls of brilliant blue light. The Jehova are some of the gods who inspired the humanoid aliens to create humans by melding with THEIR SELVES!!(This sort of thing is creating human and human like races THROUGHOUT THE UNIVERSE.(Locally,we are a ONE OFF. But some of us went to The Pleiades MILLIONS of years ago, to escape the growing tyranny of FALLING MAN!!!! And the best went beyond The Pleiades!!)(We are being visited by OURSELVES from The Future!!)(The aliens do this too, and are using time LOOPS to traps us in TIME!!(Time TWO exists,too!!)(Milne's Second Time!!)(And Space,ETC.)(So they can best devour us!!)(The point is: That the last time around, we made terrible mistakes(Atlantis,etc.), and are returning FROM THE FUTURE(many of us are), TO TRY TO CORRECT OUR AWFUL ERRORS!!!! Yes.)
The Nephelim is another name for The Annukai(The aliens who created us, and who are NOW riding the rogue planet Nibiru(The former Missing planet from between Jupiter and Mars(Where the asteroid belt now is.(I wonder why the asteroids are there? Fools! (DON'T listen to the orthodox and conventional tools of The Illuminati,etc. who are BRAINWASHING and CONDITIONING US with THE OPPOSITE to the truth. LIES!!!!)(To keep us down in their power. We are SUPER CATTLE!!!!)It is because THEIR surface blew off in a SUPER thermo-nuclear war between two states. Using in desperation UNTESTED super thermo nuclear weapons. (They ignited(Nuclearly, via deuterium!)(In circumstances of DENSE neutrons, this IS POSSIBLE!!) Our moon is a chip off the old block(a part of Earth), created when Nibiru SIDE SWIPED us as it shot past the orbit of Mars! NOW on a 3,600 year periodic very eccentric cycle.(Not to be confused with Tenth Planet, WHICH ALSO EXISTS(in a very distant orbit around the sun), and has a moon.)))))(The Nephelim(Niburu is still their home, ex the days when it was between Jupiter and Mars.) are coming to visit us(by hopping off for a while), to see how their cattle are getting on!! THEY WANT us to be warned(presumably why I am allowed to tell you!!), SO THEY CAN KEEP THE CATTLE IN GOOD SHAPE, FOR EATING AND DEVOURING by their masters, The Reptilians(who can disguise their selves in any shape)(they themselves being so horrible!!)!!!! I am telling you all this so that you will wake up from your very STUPID DREAM, and SAVE YOURSELVES. Because I CARE, not because I am a scaremongering LUNATIC!!!! STOP seeing things in terms of the lowest common denominator!! COME ON!!!!
I am sounding the alarm for Mankind, whistleblowing and beating Drake's Drum(Drake of Britain sounded a drum when The Spanish Armada was sighted!!) like MAD!!!! HEAR ME!!!! Please excuse the odd typographical errors.(Correct number of brackets,etc!!) As I concentrate on getting the true facts OUT TO YOU ALL.
Earth men, you understand SO LITTLE!! You have it ALL WRONG!!!! Superstitious religieuse BILGE has, down the ages, DISTORTED the truth so badly. Almost out of all recognition now!! I myself am an ordinary human being. Average. Ordinary. But a channel and a medium!! For aliens and spirits, respectively. The gods are behind it all. Trying to save Earth. Especially THE ELECT in it!! - The VERY brave noble few GOOD SOULS. Whom the rest of humanity are so gleefully mistakenly killing(whilst they idiotically elevate the evil doers!!)!!!!(Crucifying Jesus. Burning Bruno ALIVE. And so on...AND SO ON..........)(Jesus' sin? He tried to help Humanity! And he whipped the money lenders in The Temple built to worship GOD!!!!(That was too much for The Ancient Hebrew PRIESTS!!!! So they horribly and most cruelly murdered Jesus, but free the MURDERER Barrabas!! Yes!!) I get inspired by GOD(understand), and THEN work out scientifically the details of the GEMS I am receiving!!!! Bar a very few web sites, I LEAD THE PACK!!!! I HAVE the basic truths of what all the others are telling you. The VERY FEW other esoteric parties!!!!(Because I WORKED IT ALL OUT SCIENTIFICALLY!!!!)
I have lost track of my main thread, now. I will edit, and get it back.(I have done so, NOW.) No. This is not a mad invention of mine, but the BASIC TRUE FACTS of what is happening to us all!!!! I am under such pressure and pace, that I am obliged to condense all worked out inspirations under this one article!! I continue, leaving the current subject for now:-
Pyramid Power!! Do pyramids have some mysterious power? I will tell you: The BIG pyramids have. (ANY shape would do!! But pyramid shape was a good ancient idea for simple buildings!!) The secret of the power of the pyramids IS NOT IN THEIR SHAPE, NOR THEIR SIZE, BUT THE SIMPLE FACT OF THEIR ALIGNMENTS with THE CENTRES OF THE CELESTIAL FIELDS!!!! Where GOD is! (Via viewing tubes INSIDE OF The Great Pyramid. To Orion(ORIGINALLY!!(It was built about 12,000 years ago. The stellar constellations have moved in The Zodiac round a lot SINCE THEN!!!!)) Hence all THE POWER!!!!(GOD CANNOT HELP US MUCH SO LONG AS WE KEEP WORSHIPPING THE DEVIL!!!!))(Why doesn't God help us. Well God IS DOING HIS BEST. (Are WE??) No. We are doing OUR WORST!!!! With deliberate MOST WILFUL GLEE!!!! Aye!!)(God HAD TO put The Devil over us, BECAUSE WE ARE SO INIQUITOUS!!!! That's right!!)(Our problem is not Material desires(which are bad enough!!), BUT the fact that we think we have NO SOULS!!!!
What about the little pyramids some believe can sharpen razor blades, freshen milk and fruit,etc? They DO have a slight but SIGNIFICANT effect, yes. Born of THE PYRAMID SHAPE, which via GEOMETRY increases via RETENTION the energy charges that are around!! I am being guided!! So there are TWO different good influences at work: 1. Via Alignment with The Celestial Centre of our local Meta Galaxy!! (And all points BEYOND.)2. Via the geometric SHAPE, of pyramids. Utilizing via retention of the electric energy charges around.(Stonehenge,etc. similarly. They are ELECTRIC BATTERIES!! Charged by the sun at sunrise!! They NEED renewing!!)(Also the power leys, the special VIA VIBRATION HAMMERING SET UP ones!!!!) Size matters pro rata, of course. But basically makes no difference. The big pyramids are big because of practical convenience necessity!! We have heard of mind over matter INDIRECTLY. But I do not mean that!!(Where THINKING is extolled to overcome some difficult situations.) (Mind is that which is in our field of VIEW!! Mental and/or material!!!!) In my hypothetical(but possible) case of looking at one's OWN BRAIN(See my earlier articles.) Where a man, via mirror or mirrors views his own exposed(during surgery) BRAIN. My question to you is: Is mind in brain, OR IS BRAIN IN MIND??!! Hardly both. My argument is that if the brain IS IN THE MIND, how can it also be that the mind is in the brain??!! The brain, even all of it, can be viewed this way VIA one's OWN BRAIN!! I say via because brain cannot view brain, but MIND(yours or anyone's) CAN!! Via one's brain, out through the eyes, AND THE OTHER SENSES, of course!! Therefore I am saying that MIND is the superior factor! THOUGH brain,too, be necessary. Despite it only being a sort of telephone exchange(wiring set up!).(The MATERIAL heart is MERELY a pump!!(The physical heart is. The emotional heart is in THE EMOTIONS, along with THE MIND. In a SUPER material world, where such high things are far above mere material entities!!)(Therefore Materialism is only sound SO FAR AS IT GOES!! But that MIND RULES DIRECTLY!! Not brain!! (Therefore we survive death, as do all creatures, AND FOR EVER!!!!),))) Materialists will of course close the eyes WHICH THEY HAVE PUT OUT, and GO INTO DENIAL!!!! Which they are obliged to do when faced with UNBEARABLE(to them) facts!!!! Time Mankind GREW UP!!!! Especially now as Earth is leaping upwards(In JUMP - UPS), both in Good Spirit, and in Energy!!
Both good and evil are infinite. We go according to where we WISH and WILL!! Good and evil are perpetually at war. Chaos exists only in the affairs of Men. It does not(except APPARENTLY, so often) in Nature!!
Note: Corpse + Ghost = The original Being.(As does feotus plus entering SPIRIT.) Yes, corpses CAN be made to dance. Via possession by spirits.(Or aliens!!) Either the original spirit, OR others!!
Yin and Yan. The Chinese idea. That Good and Evil,etc. are eternally locked one within the other, in constant battle. What is important is that YOU win that battle!! Picture a circle with an S shape running diagonally. One side is The Yin, the other The Yan. These are black and white. And constantly fight each other!!!!
I struggle to read my illegible notes! As Earth and Mankind's struggle to survive materially and spiritually intensifies and as harmonically increasing energy from the sun ELECTRONICALLY arrives, we all intensify our efforts. Hence my growing efforts!! Did you think GOD was joking(GOD equals The Good Hierarchy!)? Did you think I was a lunatic OUTRAGEOUS liar, HELL bent on kicks via your worries born of my attempt to save you all??!! Don't you think you should have A RE-THINK?? And THINK AGAIN??!! You are all so STUPIDLY MESMERIZED by those low souls with vested interest IN STOPPING GOD HELPING US ALL!!!! They are in the dominating group majority, because Earth is so backward. SO UNEVOLVED!!!! So devoted to INIQUITY, especially of the body. BECAUSE IT SO FIRMLY BELIEVES THAT Matter rules mind!! IDIOTS!!!! It really thinks there is no survival after death, nor life before it,etc!! When such things should be OBVIOUS to those with even HALF AN EYE!!!! Aye!!
I tell you the truth. As far as I can get it!! And tell it!! AS FAR AS I CAN SEE IT, of course!! WHO CAN DO MORE???? As disasters increase HARMONICALLY(!!), I increase my efforts. And the world keeps on questioning(OR NOT!!)why God ill treats us, and why the weather is so bad, and why we cannot do what our LOWER selves like(!!!!), AND OF COURSE THE POWERS THAT BE, keep palming you off with PLAY DOWN, and REVERSE THE ACCUSATION moves!!!! How so enchanted and STUFFED UP with CRAP you get!!!! I could be wrong?? I COULD BE RIGHT,TOO!!!!(I rate chances of my being wrong at about .0001 recurring. Which is 99.9999 recurring RIGHT!!!! In practice, I am probably about 98.5% right!! How comforting to keep on DREAMING that we are AWAKE!! When we are actually FAST ASLEEP in a house almost now burned to the ground. As even our bed CATCHES FIRE!!!!
If you are an IDIOT, who is blind to the fact that the longer you leave it, THE WORSE IT WILL BE FOR YOU, LATER!!!! In THIS world. AND THE NEXT. AND IN FUTURE LIVES!!!! O HEAR ME. EARTHLINGS!!!! These are not my words. But the words of those speaking through me!! Though no doubt I do influence what is being said, a bit!! I am human!! And I make the odd mistake NOW AND AGAIN!!!! Though many now on Earth, ARE NOT!!!!(Human!!) Animals? What a discredit to the dear poor animals!! Who are oft times kinder than we are!! No, so many are becoming BEASTS, to survive. Judge NOT. That YOU BE NOT JUDGED!!!!
WAKE UP!!!! BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE!!!!!!!!!! I am simply TRYING to save you from the middle of a busy road!! To prevent you getting KNOCKED DOWN!!!!
At The Judgement, ALL men shall be called upon to give ACCOUNT. Of their actions.(I include thoughts, and OMISSIONS!!!!) AND THEIR WORDS!!!!
Come!! LET US REASON TOGETHER. AND GRASP THE SIMPLE FACT THAT ALL ARE OUT FOR THEIR SELVES!!!! Including our leaders. Evil for the evil. Good for THE GOOD!!!! Which side am I on?? YOUR WITNESS. NOW is the time, not next week, nor month... nor tomorrow. BUT NOW!!!! Or does your soul in HELL. AND the falling boulders TO COME... Mean so little to you??!! YOUR CALL!!!!
Victor CONWAY.
Friday, 7th October, 2,005. My EXACT Astronomical Distance,etc.FINDER. SIMPLIFIED. CONDENSED. Continued.
I forgot many important things!(But all written down somewhere!!)(I mean in my articles.) One I haven't forgotten: Wave form Light,etc.(EM, Electro-Magnetic Radiation) travels in STRAIGHT LINES!! Light,etc. travels in straight lines! It has no reason to do anything else!! When people say that light bends, they mean PHOTONIC light bends when passing large enough masses!!(In that non-existent mental construct we call space, with what YOU THINK is mystum time PASSAGE!!)(Neither space, nor time, exist!! Except in our world of phoney appearances. Ah,yes. There are LEVELS of truth, you see!! But I fear I speak to a brick wall!!) Straight light, the two 2-1's, knowing that only one fifth of quasar,etc. red shift z's was due to distance(My wave angle, H.L. The old CRS, Cosmological Red Shift!!!!), realizing that vels equal mags in the warpages!! The correspondences of all factors! (I am trying to recall what I have forgotten!!) The Wave Form on the 100 fold magnified vels co-ordinated.(Was a zig zag before!!). Some strange significance there! The planetary shape of ALL fields!! YES!!!! The VAD(sorry, not VDA), The View Angle to The Field Centre. Flat galaxies due to vibration dimension showing!!(Taking the place of the third spatial dimension!! YES!!) Small expansions of all fields. NOT of space and time per se!! The instantaneous velocity of light,etc. And gravitation!! The existence of Hyperforce, a sort of close in gravity! EM and electric everything!! No big bang. Orthodoxy has black and white holes reversed!! In a BI-FURCATING universe, not a colliding one. You got violence on the brain!!)(Too much wrong television,ETC!!!!) Milne's Second Time. Is my T2, Time Two!! Etc. Heterogeneous universe, not homo!! Photonic light,etc.travels at c/pi. Wave form light REGISTERED at c!(Because that is the maximum velocity we CAN register!!) Eintstein nearly completely wrong. Friedman,et al, far worse!! G = R, basically. Cosmological Constant(Cosmic Factor). Hubble's Constant is 50(But check 55). Quasars 100(Check 200!) x closer than thought!! Arp right(so far as he goes!). Azimov right. Hawkins wrong!! Hoyle often right! Lerner, right. Alfven, right!! Hubble's Law applies to ALL fields! We only see out to limits of our own meta-galaxy, not cosmos! By universe they meant OMNIVERSE. Why not say so?! I confirm Guth's five inflations!! My expansion-contraction pulsations IN all fields has NO THING to do with the orthodox expansion notion! NO ode! (No OPTICAL doppler effect!). Blue displacemnet not red shift!! The internal structure of spectroscopes NECESSITATES a doubling of "vels". That needs halving! All fields are round 4d disks. We only see out half way, chord wise.(ALL of the way arc wise!!). TWO kinds of distance, arc and chord!!(Around, and through!!) Orthodoxy and conventionalism completely STUFFED!!!! Theory of no thing but CRAP!!!! No Big Bang. CRS, Red Shift is our view of fields' HORIZONS, not an expansion! (Earth too is expanding via dust,etc.infall!! But nobody is stupid enough to confuse the horizon curvature WITH AN EX PANSION!!!!(Similarly in parallel celestially. Hey ho!! Come on you guys, you are UP THE WALL!!!! RIGHT up it!! All because you prefer expansion and BIG BANG(Boom! WHOOSH!! Mentality!!!!) to The TRUTH!!!! You are all BARMY!! No recompense is worth selling your souls to!! IDIOTS!!!! Stay with God and Truth, Love,etcs!!!!) Anyway, I saw that mags travel chordwise via straight lined light,etc!!!! Will THEY ever LEARN??!! But they DON'T WANT to learn, you see!! Prefer their very stupid ideas!! I am referring to the orthodox and conventional(who be all). So you see how it is, chaps, a bit, I HOPE!!!! We see the stars AND EVERYTHING up there in the night sky WHERE THEY ARE, not where they were!! You will need to re-write Astronomy,etc. But just change the terms!! You worshippers of hyped prestige BALONEY!!!! Spawn of universities,etc. As a side line to very destructive ACTIVISM, et al!!!! What is the matter with you all?? The way to Heaven, is by good works, not destruction!! You are taking matter TOO SERIOUSLY!!(It is only low grade MIND!!!!) Anyway, get it RIGHT,now. While we still have a planet LEFT!!!! We are SO ruled by LIES, that we see the truth as FALSE!!!! The Reptilian aliens through the humanoid little greys and the mutants rule us, and are devouring us soul, AND BODY(as they slowly conquer us(Mars already gone(I mean The Martians)); via The Illuminati and The Freemasons,etc.ETC. via The Faceless evil monsters who manipulate, exploit, and DRAIN us, at every turn. And none worse than the religieus monsters!!!! Aye! Meanwhile VERY materialistic so called science holds the EVIL fort!!!!
Alone in the universe, MY BIG TOE!! Spirits exist all right. SO DO SPRITES. Fairies and all that!! Yes. Man does not know so little. He knows nothing but HORSE MANURE!! About which he knows practically everything!!!! But that is about ALL he does know!!!! Cuckoo, cuckoo!!!!! Of course I am brassed with you all!! You ignore me. Think I am a big very sick joke!!!! So you will learn in Hell(sic). While I weep from even lower down. As God holds me by the ankle!! Yet see not your OWN faults!!!! GOD is so big, that we CANNOT see IT!!!! Aye. I waste my breath as usual?! You crucified Jesus. You burned Bruno ALIVE. Get a LIFE, for God's sake!! Yet you think you are so wonderful!!!! I don't want your praise. I JUST WANT YOU TO MAKE SOME REAL PROGRESS!!!! Your idea of progress is to go down as deep as possible into idiocy and HELL!!!! Yes, readers I note you are just beginning to look at the real issues!! Like Earth Changes,etc. ARE you?? Man is not to blame at all for global warming(Not even Surface Nature is!!(Volcanic eruptions and forest fires(Mostly by lightning, ARSON and carelessly left camp fires and cigarette butts!!!!). THE SUN is!! (Ahoy, there!!) ELECTRONICALLY!!!! A cyclic super winter that comes every few thousand years. Beginning with massive heat FROM THE SUN, electronically, warming us up FROM BELOW. Not above, you silly people!! Lava, magma, rock, sea, atmospheres. THAT is the sequence. Not the reverse you so worship!! The ground is warming up. And our brains are undergoing increasing storms!! Thanks to electrons etc. coming in harmonically growing masses FROM THE SUN!!!! Yippee!! Whoopee!!!! That is why the whales, the dolphins, the seals,etc. are beaching their selves!! Dis-orientated, not suicides!! Aided by Man's sonics under water!! But of course, we believe what we like, not the truth!! Well, the rest of you do. Bar very few exceptions!!!!
AHOY THERE!!!! Got any chum, gum??!! Victor Conway.(You swallow lies wholesale! But reject the truth with the most VICIOUS CONTEMPT!! Come along, Earthmen!! OR PERISH!!!! And MOST horribly!!!!...)
Saturday, 1st October, 2,005. My EXACT Distance Finder,etc. SIMPLIFIED!!!!
Allow for VAD, View Angle Distortion!! Either way!! Sun Centre to Field Centre. Or Field Centre to Sun Centred maps.
What is the advantage with doing the mean of both reds(arcs) by my wave angles, your Hubble's Law and chords(blacks), magnitudes?? I thought to get the best result by taking the mean! Infinitesmally better, maybe. However, singles are about as good!! The TRUE REAL velocities are very small.(Distant H.L. of candidate LESSNear H.L. of candidate.)(In other words the old velocity variations!!) Colour(the SMALL velocity allowed)(and less obscuring matter, g.e., u.g. And even mass!!)is the best. The small velocities will be poor on account of various and varying VECTORS!! Adjust v, Apparent Magnitude!! Obviously it is compounded by Intrinsic luminosity(Unless already allowed for!! Watch for that!!). And TAKE OFF gravitation effect, universal gravity, etc. (Olber: The curvature of space AND TIME, will also dim the light!!) There are FOUR good factors. Even used as singles!! W.A.(My Wave Angle.)(Orthodox Hubble's Law is ALMOST as good!!) ADJUSTED v, Apparent Magnitude.(See above.) T4. This is the fact that the spin rate of fields is Mass of the candidate to the power of four!!!!(Something like this.(I may not have it quite right. But it should easily be found out!!j)
Vels are poor!!(I mean the real, true small velocities!(Hubble's Law, or My Wave Angle, are ANGLES of VIEW out, NOT velocities!!(Wave Angle(The old "vels") equals Mass via the fact that all works through bubbles half way through the field surface! And that mass and "velocity" are simply equal angles of view through these bubbles!!!!)))) Correction: I said that to get chord distances you divide by 2(or vice versa). No! You divide by Pi/2!!(Just the once.)(This for general warp(circumferential(of field concerned)curvature or geodesic. It is only for LOCAL warps that you cast out Pi/2's repeatedly, until too little is left to cast out!!) This is because the ratio of circ to diameter chord is Pi. But since my chord distance are at maxium ONLY HALF WAY AROUND(Out To Far Point)(After that we are getting nearer home again!!) You also need to divide that Pi by 2!! Do NOT take short cuts. And listen to ALL that I say!!(However absurd looking. However trivial!!) I have been right through this thing. You have't!! Or you would be half out of your mind by now!!!!(Because of the INCREDIBLE results!!) The evidence is consistent. The theory is coherent. And both fit perfectly!!!! USE The Homer Guide!!(EVERY time!!)(To get the MATHEMATICAL ORDER of the result.)(The number of decimal places. The number of 0's before the decimal point.) Remember to BLOCK CONVERT the reds, the old "velocities"!! To get the average. In order to GROUP EQUALIZE each and ever individual value!! Use 40 candidates each time. Not too many('lest you confuse the result). Not too few, 'lest you have to scant a picture!! Astronomy Catalogue TWO,etc. Use TWO digits each time!! 06, for example, where necessary. Don't worry about e logs. Log(Napierian) the graph per the old "vels" though!! I have made it as easy as Pi,now!(DIVIDED BY TWO!!) Pi is almost the secret of the universe!! Phi is about the rest. I have reduced the thing to its simplest terms now. And should be VERY easy. The difficult part will be overcoming the old emotional resistances. Sheer disbelief,etc!!!! All values, bar mass and derivatives will be View Angle distorted of course!! Though we see from Sol(more or less), the actual view is from The Field Centre!! The angle between plotted Sol and Field Centre is The View Angle!! ALL factors discerned from the observer will be View Angle distorted, because derived mainly from Sun and not Field Centre!! You must allow for this!! Remember I have ALREADY allowed for the queer anomalies, and the self cancelling pairs!! Take my word for it. I have reduced it to this!!!! The fact that I get such EXACT results tells me that I have missed no thing!! Why, and how, did Orthodox Astronomy go wrong? 1. They want lies,not the truth!!(To retain power,etc.) 2. They THOUGHT they had allowed for space and time curvature, WHEN THEY HAD NOT!!!! 3. They think that they have removed extinction effect(obscuring matter), BUT THEY HAVE NOT!!!! 4. They cannot BEAR to have the quasars (those seen, for the most part) CLOSE BY!! Because this sinks Big Bang!! And THEY prefer B.B. to Truth!!!!(Because they simply refuse to grasp the obvious fact that white hole(and black hole) quasar(and blassar) GRAVITATIONS are enormous!! FOUR FIFTHS of RED SHIFT!!!! All fields. YES!!!! 5. Though results repeatedly disclosed a 2-1 discrepancy(Due to the spectroscopic device ANOMALY!!), they preferred to ignore this, and make The Hubble Diagram a square graph!!) 6. They cannot grasp that fields are round. We see reds(H.L.etc.) AROUND the arcs. But magnitudes' wise ACROSS Hyperspace,etc!! 7. They will NOT realize that neither space nor time ACTUALLY EXIST!!!! 8. Nor that em (light,etc. AND GRAVITY) travel INSTANTANEOUSLY, NOT at c.(Note photons travel at c/pi)(But relevantly these only exist at the eye!!)(waves travel at c)(ACROSS(not around!!) the field concerned. 9. Hubble's Law applies to ALL fields!! Not just the galactic,etc. 10. We live in an open stellar cluster!! 11. Einstein et al was almost completely wrong. 12. Friedman,et al, far FAR worse!! 12. No GENERAL Unified Field!! 13. Vibration exists as a Dimension GROUP!!!! 14. They cannot bear Group Law!! 15. Time two, etc.(Milne saw it!) of Level Two(Not Einstein's Relativity!!) EXIST!!!! 16. We see the backsides of everything out there. And even our own selves AS WE ARE NOW, out there!!!! 17. 4d rotation produces 3d spread.(They won't have 4d!)(To produce the denied Radiation(Einstein twigged it.) Force!!) 18. Vibration NOT TIME, is The Cosmic Radial. In ALL fields!! 19. They wrongly trust Trigonometric Parallax!! 20. They wrongly trust The Distance Modulus,etc!!!! 21. They are stupid MATERIALISTS!!!! 22. They reject Arp, Milne, Hoyle and Azimov! But embrace Sagan, Eddington, Jeans,etc. 23. They reject Lerner. 24. They reject Alfven!! 25. They are obsessed with Gravitation.(The wrong one of four kinds!!!!) 26. They reject Plasma. 27. They reject Vortices! 28. They reject an Electric Universe. 29. They reject me. 30. They reject Truth. ETC. 31. They won't have GOD.(But they'll have The Devil!! Unawares!!) 32. They think all non professionals and their stooge amateurs are sacroscant and that all the rest are cranks and crackpots!!!! 33. They think we live in a colliding universe. No! It is bifurcating,etc. 34. They think black holes are white holes,and vicky verky. 35. They think the universe is CHAOTIC!!!! 36. They are A CLOSED SHOP. 37. With permanently SHUT minds!! 38. They think we see out about TEN TIMES further than we actually do!! 39. They think our local Meta Galaxy IS The Universe. 40. They think our cosmos IS THE ALL. But The Omniverse IS INFINITE!!!! 41. They think the universe is closed. 42. And finite. 43. They see their own faults IN those they reject!! 44. They don't THINK. Not deeply enough!! 45. They,ETC. are the morons who have seized power, rather than face their DEFICIENCIES!!! 46. They believe in chance coincidence, instead of law and order!! 47. They have confused Man's affairs chaos with Universal disorder!! 48. They think sense is born in universities and the like!!!!(When it is idiocy that is born there!!) Ya see, comrades??!! My old man's a dustbin, he wears a dustman's 'at. He wears O'Crikey trousers. And he lives in a Council Flat! (An old ditty.) All together now!! HEAVE!!!! OI!!
Victor Conway.
Friday, 30th September, 2,005. Love romancing with Television Lovelies!!
It is the lonely, frustrated folk, (men and women), I have in mind. I have a solution. Inferior, but better than nothing. I have tried this, and it works!! You need a good television set, and a video machine. Lovelies of the opposite gender(or even the same, if you like!), will be found on television(unless you either have no taste, or your tastes are extremley high). You may long for romances with one or more. But with little hope!! Well, why not video,etc. record them? Then kiss their images when such images are life size?(Otherwise fitting lips to lips gets a bit ludicrous!!) You can give them love. Or they can give you love. Or both!! As your heart desires. Even love romance is very gratifying. Or so I found!!
Now many people(About 90% of men, and about 40% of women.) masturbate. In some way or another. You can if you wish toss in mb(masturbation). And get very gratified. Then out of pure appreciation and gratitude you will love not only your victim, but the whole world! As you will feel pretty satisfied!! If you run the video recording slowly(speed to suit you), then you can REALLY find the best moments, and draw out the enjoyment time!! Of course, millions of others may also be doing what you are doing. But time we all shared! Eh? Don't let that put you off!! You can relate your experiences and experiments, or you can keep them to yourself, as you wish. Better if you are alone, as eyebrows may otherwise be raised! If you are married, this may be more difficult. Anyway. There it is. For what it is worth. I found it worth a lot. You don't have to masturbate. And you don't have to kiss. But either or both is very satisfying. It is better than raping someone, perhaps killing them. Or turning to a prostitute and paying heavily(perhaps in more ways than one). Or defiling some child. Or bothering with harlots(non paying, except in nasty ways perhaps!). Well, I think so. All the best. In this love starved, and even sex starved, age!! The idea is mine. Though others no doubt have thought of it!! I repeat here again: Do NOT use flies(or whatever) in bottle. Or you risk infecting your uretha!(as they go for urine in it)(Likewise of anus and mouth.)(And vagina, no doubt.) And via that, the prostate gland and/or some such, and other things. Like the bladder. If you do, you may find it(like I did!!)impossible to urinate, and need unpleasant medical measures to remedy, even an operation!! Very tempting, I know. And VERY gratifying, as the flies, or whatever, KNOW EXACTLY WHAT TO DO. I think they get a kick out of it,too!! But the cost can be high!!(This applies to women too.) Do not use vacuum cleaner either. As danger of infection via DIRT!! The idea is to increase love exchanges(They GET the love you send out!!). Especially as love seems to be dying out rather fast!! It is also much cheaper and far less bothersome than dating,etc. Another good idea is going to church(or whatever) via the television screen!! Also keep in mind that some of your victims may be dead now. THOUGH ALIVE IN THE SPIRIT WORLD!! Possibly re-incarnated,etc!!!! Hopefully, they won''t mind too much!! Thought I would share this idea with you. Let the religieuse prudes rant and rave. Might save many a suicide,too!! Loneliness and frustration are very widespread.
Victor Conway.
Friday, 30th September, 2,005. My EXACT Distance,etc.Finder. I continue.
For those hardy souls who have fought their way this far, I go on:-
I am starting at Point 1,000, as I have lost track of what point number I am on!! Of course, I'm human. I THINK. 1,000. If you plot(on a graph) 1.6mag against "vels", you should get a surprise! You should a rather neat diagonal!!(For ADJUSTED v, apparent magnitudes.(I mean adusted for Mv, absolute magnitude!(Of course.) And velocities AND obscuring matter, plus g.e. and u.g!!!!)) In the case of absolute magnitudes, these being virtually masses, intrinsic luminosities, or inherent brightnesses, you should again find a close correspondence!! 1,001. Humanity is at The Technological Crisis. That point where the inhabitants of a planet or some such, take a wrong turning and get destroyed.(They destroy them selves.) This occurs very often out of the multitudes of planetary civilizations because obsession with the material exceeds the spiritual too much!! At such a cross roads, this planet, Earth, now finds itself!! The odds are very much against us!! However, this notion of many planetary(or some such)civilizations destroying their selves is not exactly true!! Reason being, that SOME humans usually survive. And that these fight their way back up again, multiply, and they are on their way again!! So this TOTAL destruction business is not true(Only in exceptional cases.). Materially, anyway. 1,002. Now here is a point I find very interesting: Termite mounds in Australia point south. Even though the sun is to the north!! Why??(Termite mounds elsewhere(if any) should also have a similar anomaly. Even if it is the reverse case!!)
Even termites like sunshine. So why are they turning their backs on the sun?! THEY DON'T!! But every few thousand years, The Earth inverts!! This bears it out. There are many other things that bear out the periodic cyclic inversions,too!! 1,003. NATURAL equals spiritual. Though natural equals instinctive!! I mean that often doing the what comes naturally is more mental than instinctive!!
1,003. Men(and women) all speak false to some extent or other. To speak the truth all the time, is about impossible. We all(or the vast majority) bow to some fear or other some times!! Tell the truth(all the time), and you won't live six months! I doubt you would last that long!! We tend to protect our IMAGE. The pretentious face that we turn to the world!! This necessitates at least a little dishonesty. Of course, there is no need to go overboard. If only because the resulting Hell is that much greater!!!!
1,004. Did you know that you can die, and not know it?!(Note: If you "die", and still live, then you didn't die!! I do not agree with those who think they died and returned to life. Though I am highly aware of a hereafter(actually therethen).) I do not mean because you are no longer concious! I mean DESPITE being STILL concious!! This is because both the spiritistic world(the inbetween world) and the spirit world can be so much like this one IN APPEARANCE, that many get fooled. For quite some time, sometimes!! 1,005. We are all in a great PLAY, acting out various roles!!!! 1,006. Have I reached the end? What?! In a world without end!!!! 1,007. This is the road I chose. Because God chose it for me. And being of God, was best for me. Which I saw. 1,008. It is not my wish to force my views upon anyone. But I will think of those who wish to climb higher!!
I will conclude with a riddle:- Are we on the outside looking in(or out?)? Or on the inside looking out(or in?)!! 1. Personally. 2. Globally. I will take 2, first. Are we on the inside of the planet looking OUT. Or on the inside looking in?? You say we are on the outside looking out. If only because we see the stars,etc. And the moon. I think you are right. What about those on the inside looking in(Since they can hardly look out.)? Then those down there(and there are many), will see the central small red sun. In a permanently lit sky. Though not always blue!!(As with the surface viewers.)(By inside here, I mean those WITHIN.(Not to be confused with those INSIDE of The Earth!!)) Those on the inside sometimes find it lit up. By luminescent rocks,etc. WITHIN The Earth, and all the heavenly bodies(AND GROUPS THEREOF!!), with few exceptions, if any, unless collapsed; then The Within is outside, not inside!! Because still part of the outside surface. That is that all geodes, or bolides, are double reverse helixes. The inside is of course INSIDE. Though The Within has its own inside!! You dig?!
2. Personally. Do we see outside of our bodies? Or inside of our brains??
OR INSIDE OF OUR MINDS!!!! We see outside of our bodies. But inside of our minds. We do not see inside of our brains. Unless skull removed and we use a mirror or mirrors, and someone pokes around!!
Our bodies, plus heads, with brain,etc. contents. Are inside of our minds!! Our brains are inside of our minds. But our minds are not inside of our brains. DON'T EAT BIRDS!!(Danger of bird 'flu.)
NOW perhaps you will believe me!! Ho HO!!(Santa's coming!!) Now save this planet!!
Victor Conway.
Friday, 30th September, 2,005. I continue The See Upside Down O'Scope.
Did you read the earlier article? Did you understand it? Well, there is more to come. We go deeper!! The SUDO (See Upside Down O'Scope) device inverts ALL that we see!(Not the face, which it hides.) Against what(does it invert everything)? Against your gravity feel, and your inner body orientation feel. In other words against the outside and inside gravities!! How can it do that? If optical inversions leave all as before!(Since there is no OPTICAL reference point not inverted!) To be honest, I don't know!!) All I know is that if you wear a SUDO, you will see everything upside down!!(And later, after take the SUDO off, you will AGAIN see everything upside down!!) How the....???? It simply turns the view image UPSIDE DOWN!!!!(I don't know its principles.)(But it should not be hard to work out.) Which results in an inversion NOT against any optical reference(as you cannot see your face!), but against your outer and inner senses of GRAVITY!! Presumably it inverts the view against the device's frame seen through!! But as the frame looks the same, inverted or not, you simply see THE SCENE inverted!! Subtle!! Very clever. You feel the right way up, via outside and inside gravities(of body). But SEE upside down!! So it feels as if gravity is coming from above! The sky! This confuses your mind. Which tries to make sense of this. And takes an average 20 minutes to do so!! Meanwhile you feel and act MAD(in that respect)!! As you cannot reconcile seeing with gravity orientation!! You try to go under stiles visually, as you feel your way over them!(Things like this.) The result is naturally CHAOS!!!! Finally, the view out matches the gravity vectors' feel!! And you are normal again. DESPITE wearing the SUDO!! Naturally, when you finally remove it, you will see upside down again. You will see and feel gravity vector exactly as you did WHEN WEARING THE SUDO!!!! It passes off after about twenty minutes. There IS NO SUCH THING AS UPSIDE DOWN!! NOR RIGHT WAY UP!!!! They both look the same!! As there is no external reference. (Except the device's FRAME. So your mind got fooled donning the SUDO, AND WHEN TAKING IT OFF!!!!)
Please explain to me how THE BRAIN could get in on the act!! Basically a wiring device(The heart is merely A PUMP.(It is the spiritual heart that does the loving,etc!!)) No camera or camera obscura there! NOR does the brain invert! Since you (your body) don't invert!! Supposing you argue(as a materialist, who thinks brain and mind are the same thing) that the brain inverts the view of the eyes. (Tell me HOW!!)Otherwise, the outer world IS upside down, which does not make sense!! (On the other hand if right way up and upside down look the same(because no reference point IN THE FIELD OF VIEW), then when eyes invert view, they see as before!!(Or, rather, THE MIND sees or interprets, AS BEFORE!!!! No need to invoke brain! BUT WE MUST INVOKE MIND, because SOMETHING has to be PROVIDING the MENTAL CONSTRUCTS of right way up, and upside-down!!)))(Keep count of those brackets,now!!)(Note that the mental constructs are different, being opposite ideas in the mind. But the optical views of right way up and upside down, are THE SAME. Therefore view and interpretation differ.) It is amazing how even the simplest things become complex in the EXPLAINING!!(Not just a words' problem, but an IDEAS' one!!)
It simply means that the brain is not the mind! And that MIND DIRECTLY(as well as INDIRECTLY) RULES Matter!! And, since, then therefore mind must rule body, we survive death. And for ever. AND ALREADY HAVE(FOR EVER)!!!! There is no way out, other than to separate mind from brain!! There is no need for brain(other than to transmit messages, both motor and sensory) IN THE INVERSION ASPECT!!!! So what's the answer? The answer is(No, it is not a trick via words! NOR ideas!!) that Materialism is Bunk!! And yet, though Mind and Spirit,etc.exist, ALL is SUPER material!! All is matter, but there are MANY grades of matter!! Dense, fine, and so on!! You understand?? If not, WHY NOT????
In other words matter IS MIND. And MIND IS MATTER!! If the brain can do what I claim the mind HAS TO BE doing, you need to explain to me(and to everyone else) HOW a (basically) mere set of wiring can both invert AND INTERPRET what the eyes see!!(And the body feels!! ETC.) Mind and brain are two different entities. Now, is the mind in the brain, or the brain in the mind?? (Humans have over simplified everything you see!! For convenience. AND FOR comfort. Comfort to those who CANNOT BEAR for Materialism(The Non Super kind!!) TO BE WRONG!!!! And Spiritualism,ETC. to be right!!!!) The brain is in the mind!(Only matter is in the brain!) (Consider Joe's brain!! An article of mine. If you open up a brain, while the patient is concious, you can via mirror or mirrors get him to see his own brain! Ah,yes, he exclaims, MY OWN BRAIN!! Now if as materialists argue the mind is in the brain, OR that there is NO mind!!, they have a problem. WHERE is this man seeing his brain? In his eyes? Or in his brain?? OR IN HIS MIND???? Naturally his eyes see it(via a mirror(or mirrors)). Ah, but WHAT is seeing through eyes?? Eyes alone are merely camera obscuras. We need A VIEWER!! Brain or mind. Or both???? If brain, then this is odd! That brain sees itself!! Does brain see brain in brain, or in MIND?? Tricky, isn't it!!
If he somehow sees his brain inside of his brain(!!!!), then we have A PROBLEM!! WHAT are his eyes doing outside of his brain? If his VIEW is in his brain?! Eyes in brain?? Absurd!! I think brain inside of SAME brain is even more absurd!!!! So we have to invoke MIND!!!! And a mind that is distinct from the brain!! Furthermore, though the brain(and eyes) is in the mind, THE MIND IS NOT IN THE BRAIN. Nor in the eyes!! And, furthermore, the Joe(or who ever) that is doing the FIRST viewing of the infinite regress series IS HIS SELF INSIDE OF A LARGER BRAIN!!!! And so on, AD INFINITUM!!!!
You see the problem better now??
On the other hand if we can place brains(and everything else) inside of minds, then the problem resolves WITHOUT invoking infinite regresses!! BOTH ways,too, to boot!!!! The brain, AND EVERYTHING ELSE, is in THE MIND! In the mind of The Viewer. Even and including indirectly as when he views his own brain via a mirror or mirrors!! Though ALL is in GOD'S MIND, all other views are only inside of the minds of the viewers concerned.
Cake, anyone?? How about Tennis?? Hee.Hee.
And on this happy note, I must leave you!!(Albeit happy only for Mentalists and Spiritualists,ETC.) My old man used to ask me how long a piece of string was. And how many beans make five!! But I know now why the chicken crossed the road. It was to speak to his wife. Still can't work out that one about Jack and The Beans talk. I keep visualizing Jack talking to some beans, and the beans talking back.
Victor Conway.
Thursday, 29th September, 2,005. The Metamorphosis of some insects. A parallel to what happens to humans!!
I am thinking of butterflies, flies and moths,etc. in particular. Now let me try to get this right. The four stages in their life cycle: 1. Cell in egg. 2. Grub. 3. Larva. 4. Imago. With butterflies(they are prettier), this is caterpillar and butterfly for the last two stages. Any critics?? 3 goes to 4 via the chrysalid stage. How does 1 go to 3? Anyway, I have put down grub. A sort of(guessing) earlier chrysalid stage. Yes, I expect I have it wrong. But it is an attempt. With humans, we go 1. Cell in the uterus. 2. Embryo(various stages)(Foeutus in later stages.) 3. Human in the body. 4. Human spirit.(Out of the body. Permanently!!)(It is seldom permanent. We re-incarnate, unless so advanced that we move on via consummation with God to a higher stage of development!! My main concern here is stages 3 and 4. We are well familiar with what we are in life. But the materialist thinks stage 4 is permanent( as a corpse, then a skeleton). Stage four is(I say, again.) a spirit in The Spirit World!! So now we are larvae, caterpillars,etc. After death, we become butterflies(I mean spirits). Remember the words of Confuscious? I had a dream last night. I dreamt I was a butterfly. Now I do not know whether I am a a butterfly dreaming that it is a human, or a human who dreamt that he was a butterfly!! Dreams reflect The Spirit World very often. But seldom ARE it!! So get clued up you materialists!! Glad I got that off my chest!! Notice how truth is becoming fashionable.(Well, with some!!) Heard of the story of the honest man and the liar? One always told the truth, the other always told lies. How can one tell which is which?? Listen:- Says the honest man: I never lie! Says the liar: I always tell the truth!! The trick is to question them: First, ask one(we do not know in advance which is which!): Are you telling the truth? He will say Yes. They both will say yes!! Give one of them a cake. (In full view of the other.) Ask A(one of them): Is that a cake B has in his hand? Not the one you gave the cake to.). He will answer No.(As he cannot tell the truth!!) Now ask B the same question. He will answer Yes, being honest!!(Note THEY MUST ANSWER ALL QUESTIONS!!!!) To confirm, ask A (who has no cake) is that a cake you have in your hand? He will answer yes, of course. B will answer when asked if A has a cake in his hand, No. The honest man is B. We have found out. What other way is there to find out which is which?? Now the person we relate this unlikely tale to will not have seen the cake, but will only know that ONE, not two cakes, were issued(because you tell them so). Therefore two cakes cannot be out, when only was issued. Therefore one is a liar. Which clearly is A.
Victor Conway.
Wednesday, July 29th, 1998. THE SEE-UPSIDE-DOWN O'SCOPE - CONTINUED
Our eyes are cameras(two, so stereo-scopic). So they invert their images. Why,then, do we see things the right way up?? Is the world upside-down?? That we see things the right way up!!!!
See my earlier article/s,too. The orthodox explanation is that the brain re-inverts!! I didn't know brains were cameras!!!! I reject this. Besides, it is the mind, not the brain that does it!!!!
Is the brain a sort of digital, that not only repeats the image, BUT REVERSES IT??!!
Now to understand the question(and the answer), it is necessary to understand inversion!! Draw a square ABCD. Inside it, concentrically, and symmetically, place a second square, EFGH. Have side E below side A. This shall be our definition of upright. Obviously if you don't have an external reference, then up-right has no meaning!!
When we view the world, we describe the view as UP-RIGHT. But what is the external reference?? You wouldn't call it(the view) upside-down, would you!! WHAT is the view the right way up against?? Your view of your face?? Ah,yes. If the world inverted, but not your face, then you should get worried!! But supposing your face inverted,too. How would you know the difference??(Between the right way up AND UP-SIDE DOWN????)(!!!!)
You look out through your eyes. You see your face(nose,cheeks....). And you see the world of non-(your)body!!!! Is the external reference then your face??!!
Apparently so. For if EVERYTHING inverted(including your face), you would notice NO DIFFERENCE. NO CHANGE!!!! Wrong!!(Though not optically!!)
We can test this. By inverting EVERYTHING!!!! No. I do not mean stand upon your head. In any case, your face,too,would then be upside-down.
Use an "upside-down o'scope"!! This is an optical device which inverts the viewed scene. Face AND ALL!!!!(Either that or it cannot see the face. The result is the same!!!!)
This has been done!! What happens?? We see EVERYTHING upside-down!! BUT WHAT IS THE EXTERNAL REFERENCE THEN????
It cannot be the face!!!! This is the point.
Is it from FEELING our body's orientation?? No. Because it is not strong enough and/or not connected enough!! Memory?? Against WHAT????
If you continue to wear the device, a strange thing occurs. You ADAPT to the view. AND DO CONSIDER IT UPRIGHT!!!!(Against what??!!)
However!! You have inverted everything. So how can it again be up-right!!!!
And what changed, that your view has changed??!!
It cannot be anything material. So it must be mental. The mind has put everything up-right again!!!! How?? THERE IS NO WAY(Brain and/or mind!!!!)!!!!
So what is going on?? Now remove the 'scope!! Once again EVERYTHING will seem upside-down!!(The face does not enter it!!) Later on, the mind will AGAIN adapt, and you will consider everything up-right!!
Now whilst wearing the scope you will attempt to go under fences, and over birds,etc!!(In flight!!)Naturally!! Because you view(if only mentally)EVERYTHING as upside-down!!!! You go mad!!
What is the answer?? THERE IS NO ORIENTATION. Because THERE IS NO EXTERNAL REFERENCE!!!! In other words upside-down and right way up are MENTAL PERCEPTIONS, not material ones!!!! NEITHER OF WHICH CAN BE TRUE. BECAUSE THERE IS NO ORIENTATION.(BECAUSE THERE IS NO EXTERNAL REFERENCE!!!!) It is all in the mind. BUT NOT THE BRAIN!!!! And the mind can change over!! The mind simply makes us feel comfortable. If things get inverted materially, it will MAKE the view(mental)upright!!!!
It is an idea or notion IN THE MIND. Which we can feel comfortable with!!!! When trying to go under fences, and over birds,etc. in flight, we are going by memory,then!!
Relating to the new MENTAL orientation. Which is wrong,of course!!!!
There simply is no right way up and upside down!!!! It is an idea in our minds. And right-way-up idea provides comfort. Similarly with left-right!!(But not re versal!!!!)
Mirror images would seem normal eventually(IF YOU KEPT LOOKING INTO THEM. HENCE THE DANGER!!)!!!! But you would go mad. Thursday, September 29th, 2,005:-
This proves mind over matter. And therefore life after death!! For ever,too. Did you understand?(I have lost my earlier articles, unless they are part of a different article!!) So I must go over parts again. Let me start again: The eyes(both) are camera obscuras(as they take no photographs!). Therefore what we SEE must be an inversion. But! This implies that the world is upside down. Which is nuts. How unlikely!! The world has to be upright. IF ONLY BY DEFINITION!! But the eyes MUST invert. Therefore WHAT has re-inverted the scene? The brain? But the brain is NOT a camera obscura! The MIND, a very different thing, is the cause!! Yes!! However, it is even more complex than this!! The world is the right way up, or all is mad!! The eyes invert. The mind RE-INVERTS. Not the brain.(The brain, in any case, is simply a sort of telephone exchange, motor and sensory.(The heart is merely a pump.))(It is the MIND, not the brain that does all the stuff!! The brain is basically only WIRING!!!!) We CALL our normal view upright. To give it a name. We call any inversions upside down!! If you stand upon your head(I mean of course do a head stand, not put your feet upon your head!!), then the world will LOOK upside down. And people may grin at you. However, the reason for the inversion is that you are using your face as A REFERENCE!! Because everything else has inverted IN REFERENCE to your face(you see your nose,etc.). But NOT your face, of course! So the world is upside down!! What is needed is a device that CONCEALS your face from your eyes' view. Such a device exists. It is called a "See Upside Down O'Scope". Sounds good. Put one on, and go out for a walk!! Everything looks upside down. Despite the fact that you cnnnot see your face! Yes, it is strange!! You now try to walk OVER the flying birds,etc!! And of course you feel AND LOOK(to any onlookers), - MAD!! If any onlookers do not understand the purpose of the queer device you are wearing!! Bear with this!! (My logic seems lame with simple things like the liar and the honest man, and Mirrors. But it demonstrates how it works!! It also works with more complex riddles.) Keep on wearing the device, and after a while a very peculiar thing happens. Everything suddenly seems normal!! That is, - upright, again. THOUGH YOU ARE STILL WEARING THE UPSIDE DOWN O'SCOPE. Now isn't that odd!!(Be honest now!!)(It is right. It has been tried!!) Finally, highly amused(perhaps), you go home, and take the thing off!! AND NOW EVERYTHING LOOKS UPSIDE DOWN!!!! Even though you have gone back to normal. And are no longer wearing The Scope!! For about twenty minutes you will go crazy again. And any onlookers will be convinced that you are mad!! Poking the mantlepiece instead of any fire. And so on!! Kissing your wife's feet, instead of her head!! It eventually wears off, and once more all looks normal: Upright.
So what happened?! The answer is NO THING!!!! You see, upright and upside down BOTH look the same!! BECAUSE!! If you invert EVERYTHING, including your face, you have NO REFERENCE POINT. And upside down has NO MEANING!! Likewise with right way up, incidentally!! In other words, right way up, and upside down are MENTAL CONSTRUCTS we utilize, to avoid going INSANE!!!!(In this respect.) There is no such thing as upside down. Nor of right way up. EXCEPT in reference to SOMETHING else IN YOUR FIELD OF VISION!!!! It's right!! The question is: WHAT provides the mental construct?! The answer is NOT the brain. It is THE MIND(yours) that does all the behind the scenes' stuff.(All that brains do(being essentially wiring) is send messages(motor and sensory))! Which proves mind over matter(directly, I mean, not indirectly!!). And life after death,etc Magic, miracles, and so on!!!! Now See Upside Down O'Scopes may be a little hard to come by! So visualize these things!! There is no such thing as up or down, you see. Except as a mental construct, against some reference! Take away that reference, and you are lost. And can go mad!! For instance, if you are under water in the pitch dark, and turn over and over until you don't know which way up you are(assuming you cannot detect your air bubbles!), then you will NOT know(Unless perhaps by gravity! And/Or inner orientation!) This is dangerous, and you could drown!!! Now imagine that you are way out in space, far from Earth AND SUN, AND MOON,ETC. Spin around(we will assume that you can breathe, and be warm(so in a suit,then)), until you don't know which way up you are. Which star is the sun?(We are so far away that it looks like a star!)(And which way is up??) Think about it!! You won't know. Unless through gravity and/or inner body orientation. The point is: THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS UPRIGHT AND UPSIDE DOWN!! Except via a reference in your field of vision!! However, you have inner body feeling. And you can feel gravity. Either or both of those might tell you. But optically, there is no way, WITHOUT A VISUAL REFERENCE IN YOUR FIELD OF VISION!! (To distinguish!!) You see the moral??
Victor Conway.
Sunday, 27th May, 2,001. The Story of my life. A fuller auto-biography.
I was born, though not on a mountain top, at the tender age of zero. I believe in keeping with all else. After coming out from the cosy warm cave of the uterus!! It was a mistake of course. One I have endlessly tried to remedy!! Soon I must perform my last trick, for which I shall require a long box. Sorry to leave you all. But I doubt you will miss me. I am now 73(76 now, 6.02.04) in the body. But could pass(among the undiscerning)for 53. And, in the dark, for 33(cough,cough!!). I would like to live to 113, plus.)(Make that 150, plus, please.) But fear I must settle for 32 days!! At least until I get my work done. Helping ye old world. If I should die before I complete this, you will know, by the fact that it is unfinished. My mother(physical material)was a woman. If you should detect a cynical note in my exposition, believe me I mean it!! She wanted a little girl. But I was a boy. Or so they tell me!!
My male material parent was a man(you guessed!!). If you define MAN by being a BRUTE. It seems that the height of manliness is to be nasty and glower hatred all around. Or so I am persuaded!! But he loved me(I THINK.) IN HIS WAY. And got me to love him!!(Which was an achievement.) His philosophy was "Love me, or I will kill you!!". It works!! A man is of course one who lives and dies for his beliefs. And one who loves all despite all the hatred poured upon him!! FOR LOVING GOD!!!!
I quickly became a misanthrope. And a mysogynist. Most anti-social!!
When I was(I speak re the physical material, of course.)conceived it was bitterly cold. The coldest for about 400 years. I was born in the scruffy sea port of Swansea in South Wales, U.K. Where, if you don't wave a fist, you soon die!! Visited by the scum of The Earth. This is in Europe. I am a white. One of the Master Race!!!! And proud of it!! I was born on the edge of A SLUM. One of the world's worst. Second worst I believe. I played with the other boys, who were attacking the unfortunate weak. And God help the women!!!!
So was very reluctantly tolerated. I was a plain scrawny wimp. And not exactly idolated!! A drip. A constant JOKE. A pretence at humanity. A FLOP!!!! But I loved those who(I had to!!)dominated me. And so was permitted to live. If that is the right word!!!!
My mother quickly demonstrated her disappointment at my having a rather large clitoris!! Anyway, they entered me as a male. And the old man promptly trained me to be in constant hatred and anger. That being the (SUPPOSED) mark of Manhood!! I was spared much physical beating(because of my cringing, I believe). But instead got blasted often. My earliest memories are of dinner plates whizzing over my head at my old man. Flung in desperate frustation by she who became known as my mother. And quite accurately. I recall the old man warding off the hail storm with both arms extended. They were always quarrelling. Over money. Its scarcity to be exact!!!! He was out of work half the time. The other half he slogged for a pittance. We lived in a council house. When I was born, the snow lay thick and deep. During the worst blizzards in about a century.(I think they knew I was coming!!) I got bronchitis. Which weakened my chest(already weak!!). At seven, I recall the oft repeated phrase "It's the croup again!!". Of which I very nearly died. But not quite!! My mother knelt and prayed, while the old man searched desperately in the dead of night for a doctor. But I fooled them all. And lived. We lived on a hill, which was most unwise. And had to move. It was that or die.(Me, I mean.) Doctor's grim advice. And last words of dire warning.(La mare, pregnant.)
The old man moved frequently. Due to the exigencies of circumstances. Plus postings and troopings during the war. World War Two, that is. He was worldly, but sensible. And thought I should be too!! So I became worldly. I wanted to conscientiously object. But the old man would hear none of it. Fortunately it was peace time. I just missed war service. I wanted to be a religious minister. But was firmly opposed!! Quite ruthlessly!! Mind you, they had a point. I was very interested in Esotericism. And the erotic!! You want the truth don't you??!! Yes, I loved all things psychic and occult. My relatives were fundamentalist Christians. Best way I can describe them. Very narrow minded. And of course they worked all out to get me to be that way. So I became quite religious!! Very pretentious I was!! But my true interest was Spiritualism!! And Theosophy, Rosicrucianism and Spiritual Science. I grew up by four. And at six knew the truth. That there is a Spirit World!! In fact I, a re-incarnation, was born loving God, and knowing the truth!!!! I really did. To my astonishment, I soon found out that the world DID NOT!!!! I soon learnt what a nasty world I was in. And that the only way to survive - was to be even nastier!!
I like the opposite gender, despite my innate hatred of them. For the advantages they take!! Their bodies I suppose. I endured humans. For I certainly loathed THEM!!!! Being weak and listless I quickly withdrew into my self(my shell as they call it!!), and was RETIRING. I became autisitc. And Schizo!! Later I became psychotic and paranoid. Amongst many other things. Termed psychopathic!!!! Sex fascinated me. And soon was a subscriber!! At an early age I took up smoking and alcohol. Thanks to peer pressure!!!! Along with other dubious pursuits. Like masturbation,etc.etcs. And pussy grabbing!!!!(Literally.) I myself wanted none of these things.(So I kid myself!!!!) But I had virtually no say in my affairs. What THEY SAID WENT. Like it - or lump it!!
At six I felt a yearning to take up sport and martial arts. But decided against it. 1. Because I was aspiring to be spiritual.(Living in the hope of Heaven. And the fear of Hell!!)(Dogs laugh. Cats weep.) 2. Because I knew that these weapons would very quickly be turned against me!!(It is amazing what one will do out of FEAR!!!!) I was of course bullied. School consisted of teachers who hated me. Subjects I detested.(I objected to compulsory everything. Especially SCHOOL!!!1) Crowded classrooms. With memories of frequent sly slimy Will Hay TYPE naughtiness by the boys. So I could not study much. At home I could not do my home-work, because of cold and a stepmother. It made little difference. I would have failed most dismally at school anyway!! As it was I excelled all. At the lowness of my marks!!!! Oddly enough I did well at Primary School.(Though I think the teacher got me mixed up with some-body else.) Anyway, I won a free scholarship at eleven, coming in eighth out of the only eight places going!!!! In The County(Of Gloucestershire.)Among hundreds of entrants.(Surely a mistake!!)(Because in primary school I made no especial effort. Except having to watch the boy sitting next to me inject ink into his warts!! I remember that vividly!!) I quickly learned that God was The Devil. And that doing evil was the way to go!! But on departure from Secondary School, I think even my best friends vomitted. I was too scared to look at my results for about thirty years!!!! Even the pigs looked at me in abysmal disgust!! Needless to say my life was one desperate search from job to job, interspersed with hand outs from The State. Why work?? Gradually I switched from job seeking to putting my feet up, and receiving the dole,etc!! It was so much easier. And honest(to myself)!!!!
Women became sex objects. I had no feelings. I decided when quite young to find out the truth about everything. This being the best way to go!! To stay alive. And now seventy years later, I know it all. In general. About the important and relevant subjects.(Which I notice are not taught at school. Nor anywhere else!!!!) Now I can study myself. And what a subject that is!!
I tell all now, because soon I shall be gone. And I shall be the first to cry Good Riddance!!
As an honest rogue, I can assure you of my best shaped lies!!!! Good stories are better than the truth. (Which I have YET to discover!!!!)(How confused I am!! And so mixed up!!!!) But honestly, I see it this way!! True I could have been nice. But deliberately decided to be nasty. It does pay!! Even though I know it takes you TO HELL now. And to Hades after death!!
So persuasive is the world!!!! That we follow Satan and not Christ!!!!
Ah,yes. You'll get honest lies from me all right!!!! Well, the lying truth!!!!
The world suffers. And do I rejoice!! Serves them right!! They have so long begged for it!! This stupid world, that lives perpetually in false hopes!!!!
After losing Jean(The love of my life, or so I kid myself((my own fault!!), I decided never to marry. Nor to let another woman get the better of me.(Though of course they did. And one stands tall in mind!!!!) Marry?? LIKE HELL!!!!
I observe the institutions of the world: Phoney peace. War. Church. Marriage and off spring. And sex!! Plus smoking and alcohol of course!!!! Plus drugs and DOPE.(Medicinal drugs.) I joined the sex club. But not the others. Bar smoking, alcohol and church. I took up Life Religion. Billy Graham stuff!!
I staggered from job to job. Home to home. Friend to friend. And woman to nothing!!!! This is it for today!!(27. 5.2,001.)(Hallelujah!!) I tried outdoor selling, but was a complete failure. I drove taxis in Sydney for about two years.(Spending my money on prostitutes after finishing early!! In the evenings, I mean.) I tried to be a medium. Was largely quite unsuccessful. Earlier I tried Life Religion. Billy Graham,etc.stuff.
I womanized. Fled life. Pretended success. Fooling most.
I tried entertaining,etc. But was very amateurish. Studied dreams. Dreams are the key to the mysteries!!(Bar Astronomy,etc.) I was constantly on the move. To avoid my enemies. Too old to do so now. So I must die!! I held out against those who would have me married. But only just!! Even so I think I produced two children!! Perhaps a boy and a girl. Men were kinder to me than women. But they did bully!! I only escaped by cringing. I got off very lightly in life!! I worked in holiday camps a few times. Early in life. And in Look-Outs in later life. I went dancing mostly for the sake of dancing. Especially solo dancing. People either did not understand me. Or misunderstood me. Or both. Seen as stupid and evil. But I was too afraid of Hell to be REALLY bad much. I was no good. But I should have been good!! I was deliberately nasty. But could easily have been nice!! I hate myself. For my appalling weakness. I hold that sinners pay in Hell!! And in Hades after death. God help you if you die with your bads exceeding your goods!!!! Because then YOU GO TO HELL!!!! But our real pay back to God is in future lives. We suffer now because of short changing God in previous lives!!!! We simply get saddled with handicaps. And suffer that way!! Every time we do evil, our soul weight increases. Which takes us down. In The Spiritual Realm. EVEN NOW. And so we enter HELL!!!! In The Spirit World after death, our inner state gets reflected in the outer. And that is Hades!! Jesus saves no one!! WE HAVE TO SAVE OUR SELVES!!!! But CHRIST saves. And GOD. (Jesus does guide though!!)
We survive all right!! That is the trouble!!!! Which is why the wicked refuse to believe it. But they WILL!!!!
Science has proved NO THING!!!! Regarding non survival I mean. But the wicked confuse wish with fact!!!! Ha ha. After all is said and done, when YOU come to lie upon your death bed, your question will be WHAT COMES NEXT?? And have I been good enough!! Our sins convict us. AND DO CONDEMN US!!!!(Aw, Lord!! Let me off!!!!) How many have?? In Hell we settle accounts with Man.(Our victims. Even those who only THINK we slighted them!! And they avenge. IN FULL, PLUS!!!!) Men take refuge in disbelief. They deny the obvious. With an easy laugh. (Which)They HOPE is convincing OF THEIR SELVES!!!! The real question is not how can there be some-thing after death, BUT HOW CAN THERE NOT BE SOME-THING!!!!
Men do not think. You see. They believe their wishes!!!! And will kill those who say otherwise!!!! But how many can die with an easy grin?? Not many!! The Church idea of sin IS BEING HAPPY!!!!) Who then can escape HELL?? ALL things are possible with God. And to those who hold God's hand. But of course those who do not believe in God may have a job holding his hand!!!!
Without God there is no hope. Even in this world. With God even the vilest sinner HAS SOME HOPE!!!! I think I qualify!! Or I used to!! For the vileness.(My passport to escape in this world!!!!) I don't know about the hope!!!! For even our THOUGHTS condemn us!! They are the worst of all!!!! It is what WE THINK that condemns us!! Not what others think!!!! Soon I shall leave this dubious hole and dump. SO beloved by the worldly!!!! And am I now not one??!! And be the first TO CHEER!!!!(At my de parture.)
I tried so hard to help the world.(So I convince myself!!!!) But the world did its worst to me.(Or so I like to think!!!!)(That I may plead a place in Paradise!! Giggle. Giggle.) And had I not cringed to the ground, would have done far worse to me!!(I suffered awfully mentally. Hardly at all physically!!!!) They deny it of course. And with broad knowing grins, say I am mad. And bad!! Not they!! But the truth is VERY convincing. Even to the most blind!!!!
I have hurt many emotionally. The worst kind of hurt really!! And this troubles me. Very greatly. For I have wilfully hurt those I love. And those who love me.(Count them on one hand though I can!!) I am sorry. But The Devil grins broadly, from ear to ear. But is sorrow enough?? I think not!! How many men forgive those who owe them money?? How much less those who owe us that which IS MUCH MORE THAN MONEY!!!!
Men are stupid(some are), and forgive those who owe them!! SOME TIMES!!!! Thus encouraging them to do worse!! I don't believe in that!! I believe in making those who owe me, PAY!!!! Otherwise I let THEM down!!!!(This gives me immense satisfaction.) I hope those I owe will make me pay THEM!!!! Too!! For I long to be free of all debt. Do you hide behind Pleases, Thank yous, Excuse mes, and Forgive me's. I didn't mean it. I was only joking. Come on, let me off!! Sorry(honest!!). Ha ha.(Today, I am bored stiff by monotonists who say (so often) "you know", ifs and buts, ers, and ums.)(Though The F word and words like it I hear so often, than I have long sinced ceased to notice, and now use them myself.(Though not with others are around!!)) How much relief from Hell DO YOU THINK THEY BUY??!! How easy to bow to the wicked. How hard to MAKE HIM earn his happiness!! I say do not forgive!! Nor forget!! Or you are more than a fool. You are a villain!!(Unless you can REALLY AFFORD to forgive. )(How few can!!) Jesus said to forgive. Yes, in the primaries!! Not in The Secondaries. For even Jesus is coming to take his revenge. Even God avenges!!!!(By the primaries I mean what we do at once. By the secondaries, I mean what we eventually do. You know what I mean!!) Be cruel to be kind, not kind to be cruel!!!! Men love the easy way. But the easy way IS THE HARD EST!!!! Ultimately. In the long run. Men HATE to pay back their debts. But no peace comes until you do!! IN FULL!!!!
How easy to disbelieve!! But I think GOD has the last word!!!!
I intend to make those who owe me, pay back IN FULL. If only for their sakes!!!! But especially MINE!!!!
I bow. And depart. I honour with truth!!!! And he who heeds not truth, even the devils laugh at him!!!! For the devils also believe, and tremble!!!! It is in future lives that we settle accounts with God!!!! Nothing is more obnoxious THAN FEIGNED SORROW!!!!
Vic.(Second half. 28. 5.2,001.)(Ah, how our moods condition our facts!!!!)(And our wishes OUR MOODS!!!!)(Now we see through a glass darkly. A beer glass for many....)(Stout, I like!!)(Not TOO stout....)(I prefer Guiness. And red wine, especially port!! Yum,yum.) It is now September 29th, 2,005. And much has happened since I wrote this dismal account. Shall I fill you out, or will you fill me in??!! If you think I am bitter, how right you are. Though I have no right to be!! Let me hasten to bring you up to date. If you can bear it. Aaaagh. I have mellowed a lot. Don't know about matured. I have grown a lot more afraid. The story of my life since the last report? Watching television and videos. Struggling with the computer and The Internet. I keep buying dud computers. I am on about my tenth. Will THEY never learn?! I prefer to keep where I live a secret. For reasons which I think are obvious! And will not divulge ALL of my sex life secrets. Though recent articles reflect this!! Fearing tsunamis and the INDEX of where I used to live(heat plus humidity), I fled from the coast, and much higher up.(Sorry, that's all your'e getting!!) I have changed a bit. I am now down to my second set of knuckles(on both hands)(chewing the skin or peeling the loose ends off). This is due to nervous tension. Well, there isn't much to tell. People hate me intensely as usual.(I am so honest. Except where money is involved!!) Especially women. Which grieves me much. Yes, I hate myself(a lot). This is why I have survived a bit longer. Not a lot has happened since. I did a bit of entertaining. Karaoke. And also managed to give myself prostasis(something like that). Infected prostate gland, uretha, kidneys, liver, ET AL. My whole lower body was infected. And my entire body inflamed.(I got it because I got too familiar with the flies in a bottle trick!!)(I have written an article warning others about this. Very satisfying sensually. Especially conjoint with kissing lovely girls on the television screen.(Well it has to come out SOME WAY!!!!)) I was ill for about the past year. Had the Turp operation(where they more or less remove your prostate gland, by boring through the uretha wall, well back towards the bladder, to it. I am still trying to recover.(Let it be a lesson to you!!)(You other sex maniacs.) Then I was told I had come into an inheritance of 30 million (Australian) dollars. Or maybe 100. Of course, believing it has been the difficulty!! I am still trying to get it!!(After 6 weeks. Not long. So I will keep trying. But my hopes are down in my boots.(Actually I wear shoes.) Apart from that and ever shortening walks, there is very little to relate. One day I shall wake up dead. I just know it!! I have had a very good life. Being much blessed spiritually. AND MATERIALLY. So I tremble to think where I shall go IN THE GREAT BEYOND!!!! No names, please. I just can't stand it!! No thing that is kept secret remains hidden. But gets shouted from the roof tops.(That is an AWFUL prospect!!) And even I have held back on SOME things!!(Can we pre-empt the gods at all??) When people pass me in the street, it would be so easy(it must be very tempting) to just shove me under a passing truck!! I love the truth. Or so I kid myself!! Actually, we are all liars to some extent. I like a good story.(What other hope have I got?) No. I will not tell you how much I am worth.(Discounting the 30 million, with a sly grin.) I still crave nice women. Though not so much as I used to. Even I have my collapse point. Which actually is very low!! Vic Conway. (That is my false name.)
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